Disbelief in Death [Gerard Way x Reader]

Chapter 2: Brotherly Love

(A/n)
Jello, loves.
Just wanted to let you know, I like making this. If you don't like, welp I DON'T CARE *playing I Don't Care, Fall Out Boy* Continue with the story

(Y/h/t)→ Your home town

Warning
Self Harm

- Ray's P.O.V -
After the massive beatdown. For some reason, we all faint except for me. I'm​ guessing the fight is unexpectedly pretty hard. In about a minute of exhausting collapsing moment, I woke up. Surrounded by my gang and The Leo's.

I saw Owen with a speck of a pool of blood. It was pretty brutal. My eyes sore after Lindsey punched me. As I rubbed it, water in form of tears started to escape. It hurts.

As for the other, My sister with bruises over taken the skin. Azalea was dreading over the pain causing her to shiver. Patrick, to say at least, had a loose teeth. Koru had blood dripping his arms after blocking a lot attacks.

I was so scared, so afraid I will lose them. I carried them to our hideout, there lies a medical kit. We always have a spare. One by one I dragged them.

For once, it is heavy. The last one is Koru. I tried to be careful​. I took him by the collar. Put him on his skateboard, and dragged him to the hideout

- Koru's P.O.V -
I woke up to the sound of footsteps. I had to get used to the surroundings​. Dim lightings all around me and bodies..? That's definitely my friends. They looked beat up.

Ughh... My arms hurt like a mother fucker. I took a quick glance, it's bleeding like hell. I quickly put my other over it. "Oh shoot!" I heard a voice coming over.

"Oh Koru! You're awake", "Yup", Ray's coming over with his friend, Frank. "Hey Frank" I greeted him. "Holy shit, what the hell happened to you guys?" His face is filled with confusion and worrying matter. "Beatdown, The Leo's" Suddenly Patrick awoke in form of him rubbing his swollen cheek.

We agreed on patching things up. Over our bruises and cuts.

~ Time Skip ~
We all are pretty worn down. All of us has awoken. It's getting late. We decided to call for today. (Y/n) excuse herself cause she wanted to do something.

- Reader's P.O.V -
"Hey guys, I'm gonna hit out" you broke the silence. You hold Ray back and whispered 'Don't go after me, okay?' He nodded.

You grabbed your skateboard and waved at them. 'Goodbye' you mumbled. Of course, you're heading to the park. In there you kept a blade, stored at a secret compartment hidden under a blood painted tree.

~ Time Skip ~ (cause I'm lazy XD)
You began to rummage through the leaves and found the blade. Half of it had blood sticking, but overall the blade was shining at the illuminating light.

Selfishly, you began piercing through the upper right wrist. It drop off fresh crimson blood. You suck it out of the scar.

'You are a mistake, you never ask to be made, don't 'ya?'
Owen's speech lingers through your mind. Words felt like knife, often left scars (if yo boi know dem reference, comment boii). It felt right.

Every cut get deeper, every sling of your silver friend came out red substance. I just waste money, space, and oxygen. I'm not good enough at anything. It's been like this, for as long as you even can't remember

Once, you tried to overdose, but alas it was a failure. Your mother stopped it before it reached the brain. Ray was really concerned about you. They thought you stopped. They aren't any better from the rest.