Stressed, Depressed, O2L Obsessed

Chapter 12 - Superstar

12

Chapter dedicated to: lovelylittleladybug for getting my question right!

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"Your mother, your father, Marin, Brittany, Bethany, your friends, all dead. And I killed them. First it was your sisters and Marin and I made your parents watch. Then your dad watched your mom die. It was a thrill." He said over the phone. I shivered at his deep voice.

"Now, I'm coming for you."

"No! Connor will protect me and the rest of Our2ndLife! You won't get near me!" I screamed into the phone.

"I already am near you."

Then the line went dead.

"Wake up! God damn wake up!" Someone screamed shaking me violently. I shot up with wide eyes as a scream unexpectedly left my throat. My face was wet and when I turned around so was the pillow I previously sleeping on.

"Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god." I whispered as I hugged my knees rocking back and forth on the bed. I looked up to see Connor wide eyed running his hands over his face repeatedly.

"You were screaming. And crying. And moving so much and I didn't know what was happening. It was so hard to see you like that." He looked at me with his glassy eyes. He came and kissed my forehead. We pulled back and I smiled.

"I'm fine. See? I'm okay." 'I'm not okay.' I thought.

"It was a bad dream, a nightmare. I'm sorry I scared you." I frowned.

"It's not your fault, you couldn't control it." He clasped my hands in his, "But, what was the dream?" He looked into my eyes. I just stared at him, taking in a shakey breathe.

"I got a phone call. It said my family and friends were dead.It said it was coming for me. I said you and O2L would save me, that it wouldn't get near me. It said it was near me and then I woke up." I explained nervously, not making eye contact and fidgeting with my fingers. The next thing I knew I was embraced by strong, comforting arms.

"I will never let anyone hurt you. Okay?"

"Okay."

"Maybe 'okay' can be our 'always'." He quoted from The Fault in Our Stars. I grinned from ear to ear.

"You read it!"

"Get dressed, we are going out soon. Shower and take your time. I'll lay out what I'm wearing so you know what to wear." He smiled while cupping my cheek. I smiled cheekily and hopped in the tub.

I turned on the water and put my hair in a bun. After I put in the bubble and relaxed I heard the door open.

"Hello?" I asked, "Who's there?" I opened my eyes to see a sneaky - and naked - Connor trying to slip into the tub. He saw me looking at him and blushed.

"Damn it you opened your eyes." I sat there with my eyebrows up and arms crossed. "So, can I come in?" I sighed and motioned him in so I didn't have to see his lower region anymore. He smiled cheekily and stepped in. He somehow managed to get behind me - which wasn't comfortable considering his thingy was against back. He started rubbing my back and kissing my neck.
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"But if you close your eyes," I sang along to the radio in the car in my way to Target before my date with Connor. I had Marin in the back because Briddy was out and Mom was cooking and couldn't watch her and because I haven't been with Marin in a while. I parked and took Marin out of her carseat. As I was walking in I got a text.

From: Con<3

Can you pick up some milk and cereal? Love youuuuuu mwah:*

I quickly responded with a yes and put Marin in the cart. I went to get some clothes and shoes for myself and Marin and also some toys for Winnie. After I got the milk and cereal I walked to a line and decided to get some candy. I bumped into someone, making me drop my candy.

"I'm sorry, I did-" I started but was cut off.

"No, it's my fault I'm sorry!" Said a familiar voice. Very familiar. I picked up my candy and looked up into dark brown eyes. Marin started squealing, also recognizing this person.

"I'm Selena." She said. I stood, speachless. I was standing infront of one of my idols.

"I know." I mentally slapped myself. " I mean, I'm Erica." I offered my hand and she shook it. She smiled than looked shocked.

"I watch your videos all the time. I love you! Oh gosh, stupid me. Here," She got out a paper and a pen. I stood there shocked. The Selena Gomez is a fan of me?! My dreams have come true. "That's my number. I hope we're great friends. Oh! Hi Marin!" She smiled. I continued on line and payed for my items, still dazed about what just happened. Selena Gomez wants to be my friend. Oh. My. Lanta.
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"You ass! Ricky get back here!" I heard Jc yell. I laughed silently at their stupidity and pranks.

"Ricky c'mon I need that for Erica!" I stopped in my tracks when I heard Connor say that. I slammed the door so they'd hear it.

"I'm home!" I yelled. I took off my shoes as Connor snaked his arms around my waist. I turned to kiss him but saw it was Jc. My eyes widened and Jc was in hysterics.

"You ass!" I said. His eyes got wide and he got up and ran. I chased him all around the house until I got close enough to trip him and make him fall. Then I got down and tickled his sides, where I knew he hated it. I got down to his ear and screamed to scare him, then whispered "I will get you back."

"Connor? Where are you?" I got up off Jc and walked downstairs. I saw Connor shove something in his drawer when he heard me come in the room but decided to let it go. I hugged him from behind, gently kissing his neck. Once I got to his sweet spot I kissed it before gently biting and smirking as he moaned then kissing where I gave him a love bite.

"You really wanna do this?" He asked as I kissed him.

"I don't want to rush you or this relationship. I just want to make sure your ready.." I smiled at his conciteration.

"What about our date?" I mumbled. As he started to kiss my neck.

"Forget it." He said as he picked me up in one swift movement and put me on the bed. I pulled his face down and started kissing him. I fumbled with his belt while he fumbled with the button and zipper on my jeans. Soon enough we were only in our underwear and me in my bra. I realized the that he had never seen me naked and earlier was the first time I saw him which was for a second. I felt a bit insecure.

He kissed me down my neck, leaving love bites, then slowly down the valley of my breasts. He then kissed down my stomach to right above my underwear. He looked up at me, keeping his lips right above my underwear line, asking for permission. I nodded with frustration as I couldn't take his lips there anymore. He gripped my underwear with his teeth and in one swift move, had my underwear on the floor.

He connected his lips with mine again while I put my hand on his bulge. He moaned and I took off his boxers. He positioned himself above my entrance and looked back at me.

"You're sure?" He asked. I nodded. He slowly slid his length into me and started slowly thrusting in and out. I moaned and groaned along with Connor for a while.

Finally, he collapsed ontop of me, breathlessly.

"That was..." I started. I couldn't think of a word for it.

"Frantabulous, I know!" Connor finished my sentence as I laughed. I turned and kissed him on the tip of his nose. I through on pajamas and walked into the bathroom to quickly shower the sweat off of me.

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A/N: This chapter was... okay. I've never written a sex scene before haha.

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