"Why are you so worthless?!"
"Why did I even have you?!"
"You're so useless!"
"I shouldn't even had gave birth to you!"
As my mom's hand hit my cheek, I immediately felt blood trickle down my cheek. My mom has diamond rings on. She slapped and yelled at me again and again until I fell to my knees. All I did was get my mom the wrong ring. She asked for her ruby ring in her box but I accidentally took the diamond one. My mom slapped me one more time before getting up and brushing her skirt off. I just sat on the floor, letting myself bleed. "Don't just sit there! You're going to get blood on the carpet," my mom yelled. I got up and ran to my room. I got a bandage and put it on my cheek. The bleeding stopped eventually since my cut wasn't deep. I just laid down on my bed to calm down.
This is my life. I'm Jung Soyeon and I'm 17. My natural hair color is brown but I dyed it blonde since my mom forced me to. I'm not forced to wear makeup. I'm 47 kg since my mom won't let me weight over 49 kg and I'm 170 cm. My mom enrolled me in singing and dance lessons at 6 years old. My mom forced me to be the perfect girl. I want to say that she loves me but I'm not sure. I have many scars from my mom and you're probably wondering where my dad is. He's at work right now. Today is Saturday so I'm home and my mom doesn't work on weekends.
My mom has been doing this to me since I was little. I grew up with 2 parents that abused me. They act like they're doing what's best for me but I don't think that's the point. Having me was a mistake in their eyes. People always say my life is perfect. My family is rich, I'm pretty and I'm smart. I'm perfect in everyone's eyes. Everyone thinks I'm a very outgoing person and that I'm a really good friend. I am very nice and kind but I'm not very outgoing. With all the compliments, my confidence isn't very high. I have 2 friends, Eunbi and Sumin. I've known them since I was 7. They're the only people who know the real me.
I'm able to be free with them. I can laugh, talk and share with those 2 without caring what I'm saying. They're like sisters I wish I had. I'm an only child so I only have them to talk to. I don't have any other friends because I'm not the type to accept friends that easily. People fake being friends with me since I'm rich so they aren't my real friends. That's why I've stuck with my 2 friends since I was 7. They wanted to become friends for who I am. Everyone always wished they had my life but if they knew what goes on in this house, they would think twice. I'm never safe, not even in my own house.
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Hiii! I hope you liked this part. My account isn't just for applyfics so I started a fanfic. I love Produce 101 and I'm supporting a lot of them (but mainly Samuel ❤️) so I decided to do an Im Youngmin book since he's ruining my bias list for the trainees.
Hope this was ok! - Jennie xoxo
