I scrunched my nose at the cringy line. Youngmin ate the last bit of his ice cream and knelt down. "Someone must've planted them a week or so ago," I told him. Carefully, he plucked a small flower from the patch and handed it to me. I gladly took the flower and held it in my hands. "You know, if you hand me a red camellia, it means that you're saying that I'm the love of your life", I explained quietly as I turned the flower in my hand. He gently took my free hand and held it. "It may be too early to say 'love' but I know that I can't live without you," he whispered. I felt my face heat up as he kissed my hand. I smiled and brushed some of the hair that had fallen onto my face away.
We held hands as we walked around some more. I was able to learn the little things about Youngmin, like that his parents would never give him a pet fish once he's already killed 4. Or that Yoorim was a sap for romantic things and tried to ship him with any girl he talked to when we was little. This was like the perfect first date I could ever wish for. Youngmin was such a gentleman. I couldn't ask for a better date. Even though my parents are rich, I don't like extravagant things. It always seems like too much. Just a nice walk was what I needed. It was something I always wanted. A frown suddenly appeared on my face.
My sister would've loved a date like this. She never had time for a boyfriend. I look up at Youngmin. He saw me with his peripheral vision and smiled at me. I lowered my head and looked at the ground. Seoyoung always talked about her ideal type for a guy. She daydreamed about having a boyfriend but our parents never allowed her to date. Seoyoung was even too scared to eat snacks without their permission, let alone asked them if she could date. Youngmin noticed my gloomy expression.
"Hey, you ok?"
I shook my head, not having the will to lie. He stopped abruptly which made me stubble a bit. He turned toward some and lifted my chin lightly. "What's wrong?" He asked. I gently took his hand off my chin and sighed. "I was just thinking about my sister," I said quietly. Youngmin looked around and pulled my arm. "Come on, lets sit down," he told me as he dragged me to a bench on our left. The park was semi-empty because it was almost 8:30. As I sat down, Youngmin brushed my hair out of my face.
"Anything you need to talk about?"
I nodded and took a deep breath. "My sister loved the idea of a date. She especially talked about a perfect date, which was almost exactly like this," I told him. He embraced me into a hug. I laid my head against his chest, hearing his heart beat softly. We stayed like that for a minute. He lowly let go of me. "I'm really sorry. I don't get why I'm suddenly being so emotional over this," I told him. I sighed and leaned back on the bench. Suddenly, my phone buzzed. I took out my phone from my pocket and checked it. Eunbi had texted me.
'Seoyoung didn't jump, she was pushed'.
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Sorry if the chapter seemed messy! Half of it was done in school because I had too much free time.
