I said a few chapters ago that I didn't know how much longer I would keep writing this but that was before my life, once again went to shit.
Now I'm in more pain than i can find the words to describe.
I need this, a safe place to put my pain but with the amount of chapters I haven't posted, I'm starting to think it isn't really a safe place.
I don't know how to keep this going. I can keep writing short chapters or chapters that go on about anything and everything, not just one subject which is what I've tried to keep it.
I love all of you dears with all my heart, thank you for sticking by me through my shitty relationships and catching feelings for people who claim to have feelings for me too.
Here I go again, on and on about those douche bags who lie and cheat.
But I was saying goodbye.
Until I can figure out how to make this a safe place, a really safe place, and can find a way to write the pain I'm in, this is goodbye.
I love all of you, please don't hesitate to send me a dm, I'm always here to listen.
Thank you, goodbye for now
❤️❤️❤️
- Estel
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Slick Depression
RandomI pour my heart and soul into you. I give you my time. My money. My love. My trust- something I don't give freely And I'm still not enough. **gets better as you go, I promise** Inspired by @revengeavenue Self Restoration. Amazing poems in there...
