Jonny do you want to know why I was so willing to date you so soon after Ben?
Cause I'm comfortable around you. Not just over text or on the phone but in person. I wasn't nervous or pressured to be someone I'm not like I am with other guys I'm interested in. When I was fighting with Ben, you just came and sat beside me quietly for a bit and then you just started talking about the most random ass stuff and I was just comfortable. A little awkward but that's who I am.
I was willing to date you so soon after Ben because, Jonny I fell in love with you the day I met you. I don't have a list of reasons why I like you cause I don't have any reasons. You're a good guy. You make me feel safe. You make me happy. And for a time there I thought you might learn to love me but ig not. Anyway Ik this is an odd thing to send you and I hate myself for doing it but I need it to be said. I've been dying and crying cause I feel more strongly for you than I should and than you know. But yea. I don't want you to think this is my asking you back or whatever. You have a new girl and I'm going to respect that I just figured I'd take a page out of Shyla's book and tell you how I really feel.
-I can't breathe without you
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Slick Depression
RandomI pour my heart and soul into you. I give you my time. My money. My love. My trust- something I don't give freely And I'm still not enough. **gets better as you go, I promise** Inspired by @revengeavenue Self Restoration. Amazing poems in there...
