My rawest thoughts, written in my notes, at 2:13am.
"im not as innocent . ive caused you twice the pain youve ever caused me .. i feel so guilty for it. Telling you i love you everyday but also breaking your heart by saying its over walking away and coming back. Constantly causing you have all of these mixed feelings because i cant get a hold of my own feelings and its all my fault and i truly didnt know how to fix it but just breaking up with you some how came to mind that itd be the best. But i really dont know what is what anymore. Weve been through so much and i dont know if i really want to just end that. But i dont want to keep hurting you. I dont want to keep making you feel like you have to make a choice . make you feel stressed out . i dont want you to feel that way . i just want to talk to you right now.. I just want you to hold me tight.. I just want to know that youre safe"
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De TodoThis story is more personal. I don't really want to say its a autobiography (lol) because I make up characters and most actions weren't actually done. This book is based off of what I had wanted to happen, a little bit of what actually happened, and...
