September 26, 2018 7:53 PM
I fight to find the feel of being wanted.
Every time it's there, something happens and it gets pulled away.
Am I not lovable?
Am I not enough?
Is there something I should change?
Everyone I'd ever crossed paths with, has left me stranded. Whether it being my doing or not, I'm the one left behind.
I try and try to keep it from happening, to do things that'll keep them around. For someone to stay for a long while, but maybe I try to hard and they leave.
They always leave.
I'm left alone to deal with the demons that rage through my head. The monsters who scream and tell me to stop. To give up.
I'm scared.
I'm petrified.
Why does no one want me?
Am I really just a toy?
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