Forbidden Love | Taekook

Part 5

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Hello there! I know ots been a long time so I'm sorry! 🙈🙈 there's just something going on in my life now. I know that many of you wanted a new part so there it is! I hope you enjoy! 😚.

Ps. Read the message at the end of the part!!!

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Jungkooks face just lit up with shock.

-I...We...You can't...

-Why Jungkook? You don't like me? At all?

I could feel my heart tighten.

-I do but I don't think that in that kind of a way.

My arms dropped to my sides. I knew it... I shouldn't have told him yet... But I thought he stayed with me, protected me because he did like me.

-If you didn't like me why did you close your eyes when I was about to kiss you?

-I just...I just didn't know what to do.

-Really? Just didn't know?

I was now getting pissed by his excuses so I threw him on top of my bed. Right before he could stand up I was on top of him. In this position he looked powerless. So I did what I wanted to. I kissed him. I didn't expect this from a Commander but his lips were really soft and silky. I just couldn't get enough. I smilled into the kiss because he didn't push me away. I was eager for more. I kissed his jaw and travelled down his neck. He silently moaned. And then as if lightening struck him and he pushed me off of him. He quickly fixed his clothes and ran out.

I picked my pillow and threw it to the wall. What did I do wrong now? I just layed down and thought what just happened. I was pissed because of his excuse, happy because he responded to my kiss, but sad because he left. I was thorn. A King shouldn't have feelings or at least hide them from a soldier. But I just couldn't. He was too tempting. The moment Jungkook saved my life I knew it that I will give it to him.
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Few days passed. Few days. Jungkook until this very moment hasn't spoken to me. He for these past few days has avoided me as much as possible. It really hurt my feelings. But today I'm not letting him avoid me any longer.

It was about dinner time so I gave Jimin a letter to deliver it to Jungkook. It said that I needed to see him for some important business.

After a few minutes he arrived. He was wearing his usual Commanders uniform. He greeted me formally and thats all. I got irritated. He was pretending as if nothing ever happened between us. We sat down for the dinner.

-My King, what you summoned me here for?
 
I almost hissed. I was now used of him calling me by my name when we're alone. I stood up and came to his side. I saw a glimpse of panic in his eyes. I took his chin and forced him to look just at me.

-Why are we at the basics again, Jungkook.

I could see him relax a bit but then again he stiffened. I let out a sight. I leaned down and kissed him.

-Is this what are you afraid of? I am really serious about you Jungkook.

Just as I reassured him I could see his eyes light up.

-Taehyung I dont think this is appropriate in the position we are.

-You think I care? I only want to be with you and do you know how heartbroken I was when you pushed me away and avoided me for days?

I could see guilt in his eyes. I didn't want him to feel guilty but if that was going to help me obtain his heart quicker I was going to do it. I was ready to risk it all.

I didn't care for anyone or anything in this very moment. I leaned in for a kiss. He didn't even wait, he responded right away and that made me smile. I kissed him eagerly. I was hungry of him. I started to unbutton his jacket. I threw it to the other side of the room. I couldn't care less for the tidyness now. I travelled down his cheek, jaw, neck. I started to unbutton his shirt. He had incredible body. I returned to kiss his neck. I licked area next to his ear and I could hear his breath hitch. I smilled and travelled down even more. As I was going down i left bite and kiss marks along the way. I wanted him to know he was mine. I could hear him moan really quietly. As I was about to unbuckle his belt I wad  stopped.

-No. We can't I'm sorry but we can't. I can't.

I could see guilt and sadness in his eyes. He stood up dressed and... Again... Left me.

Now I was left devastated. How does he not understand that I need him? I was left heartbroken.

I cancelled all my royal duties for few days.

I just layed there for hours, days.

-My King, there's someone who wants to see you,- said Jimin.

For these few days I let just Jimin to come in and out.

When he said that i got a glimpse of hope in me. Was it Jungkook? Was he worried?

I quickly stood up and fixed my attire.

-Let them in...

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Sooo... I hope you enjoyed! 🤗 i didn't want to write this kind of a part this soon but i thought that this would be a little more interesting after few days of not uploading.

For the serious business now 😓 i dont want to finish this story really quickly so i thought... some of you won't like it but I thought of uploading twice a week TT (no pun intended 😁) Wednesdays and Sundays. Its better than some writters who don't upload in months tho 🤐🙊 It would be actually even better for me and for you too. I would have time to write better and longer parts than earlier soo please don't hate! I hope you understand! Soo see you in the next part 😘