Ugly yet Beautiful || Jikook

Chapter 11

Jimin P.O.V
I was utterly confused by the whole thing, so dumbfounded infact that I couldnt even bring myself to utter a signal word, not one.

My stomach was still pressed harshly agaisnt the work top, jungkooks long arms still holding a possessive hold on me.

"J-jungkook" his name barley left my lips, a stuttering mess as both my hands desperately holding onto the glass of water Id practically choked to death on.

In a flash my whole body was turned around, the glass in my hands falling into the sink hard enough for it to smash as long boney hands clenched to my hip bones, his thumbs digging in a little harder than before. The sensation of a warm chest pressed agaisnt mine sent small palpitations through my body and threw sheer Shock of being turned around so fast my hands had instantly gone to rest on his upper arm.

"I said kiss me" his voice pierced through my thoughts, causing my whole body to tense up once again.

There was a lot of things people didnt know about me, being gay was actually one of them, the other; although probably not sounding very believable was that I was actually a virgin; Fuck I hadnt even kissed someone. But whenever someone finds that out they laugh, assuming im lying just because I have a temper and a some what cockey exterior. People really didnt know anything about me.

That being said, maybe that was the reason my whole body burned with his every touch, my skin shivering as he drew small circles in my hips with his thumb. Maybe because I had never been in this situation or even kissed someone before was the reason his question, well demand actually peeked my curiosity.

What are you saying jimin, its FUCKING jungkook.

"J-jungkook, I-I" no matter how hard I tried, the words wouldnt seem to come out my mouth, My face felt like it was completely on fire and i was practically battling agaisnt my own mind.

I cant kiss him, its jungkook, the fact I was 18 and clearly inexperienced also added to the long list of reasons why I shouldn't. But I couldnt hide the niggling feeling of curiosity that was building up inside me, wonder how it would feel to have this lips pressing against mine, what he tastes like.

JIMIN STOP!

"You nervous kitten? Dont be, ill take control"

His sentence sent my brain even further into over drive, his hands holding me in place, his chest flushed agaisnt mine, my increase in heart rate and the fact I had to do everything he said was just another few examples of why I should kiss him. but I couldnt, could I?

I felt jungkooks weight shift, his head leaning in closer to mine, his warm breath fanning off my bottom lip as my eyes seemed to be glued to his.

Within second id clenched my eyes shut, a wave of nerves filling my stomach as his arms wrapped around the back of me, his brown locks tickling agaisnt my nose as he inched closer.

I gasped for air a littke, shocked with the sudden change of pace as jungkooks lips literally crashed with mine. I couldnt bring myself to kiss back, not at first at least, but the sweet taste of strawberries and vanilla that took over my senses drew me in and I found myself attempting to match the moving of his lips.

If my heart wasnt about to rip out my chest before it was now. I gasped once again as jungkooks hands nipped the skin on my back, his tongue easily making its way into my mouth and taking control, the sneaky bastared did that on purpose.

My hands instantly locked around the back of his neck, my chubby fingers tugging on small hairs at the back as his tongue moved blissfully in my mouth.

He tasted incredible, it was addictive from the get go and although I was completely inexperienced and I knew he knew from the small smile that I felt make its way to his face the second his lips even connected with mine, I tried to match his every move.

I wasnt thinking, not one bit, ten seconds ago I was cursing at the fact this Fuck boy was standing in my house and trying to be smooth. But now, with his tongue pressing agaisnt mine and swirling his delicious saliva around i was losing all my senses, I coukdnt bring myself to stop him, to pull away, to even consider pushing him out my door and acting like it never happened because a massive part of me didnt want him to at all.

And I couldnt stop myself from hoping he continued to do it.

Ive literally lost the will to live haha. I wrote this in 17 minuets exactly, I really need to use the toilet but my fingers wouldnt stop typing 😂

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