Ugly yet Beautiful || Jikook

Chapter 38

Jimins P.O.V
This was wrong. So wrong, yet here I was. Led across my bed, half dressed and soaking wet while Jungkook was crawled on top of me.

My heart was beating rapidly against my chest while every hair on my body stood up on end. The room was being filled with harsh intakes of breath and silence and I wasn't sure if I was going to explode or hide. Every part of my brain was telling me I needed to stop, I needed to push him off, I needed to run but the feeling that was growing inside my stomach, the heat that was radiating from my Body was refusing to let me move.

"J-kookie"

A small smile made its way to his lips before he nipped his bottom lip between his teeth, his hair bouncing a little with every move he made.

I couldn't stop myself from taking a sharp intake of breath as my heart skipped a beat, my body going limp like jelly while my eyes frantically scanned around his body for something to touch.

And he found it first, my lips. His teeth grazing slightly against my already chapped skin before he let his tongue dive deep into my mouth and at the moment I was completely gone; consumed in ecstasy.

I know it's pathetic and un-realistic claiming you felt fireworks and sparks and I'd be lying if I told you that was actually the case but I truthfully believe this is the closest anyone could get to it. My mind went completely blank, my whole body vibrating with every touch of his fingers against my neck. It felt like I could feel the blood pump through my body as his thumb grazed me check while he gently sucked my tongue. It was like I couldn't breathe, like the life was being sucked out of me followed by an ungodly amount of pleasure. It was something I wasn't prepared for at all yet I never wanted this feeling to end.

"J-Jimin"

My eyes lazily opened, a hazy picture of Jungkooks face in front of me as his thumb continued to rub circles into my cheek. He looked different, a soft smile playing on his lips while his eyes had a odd type of spark in them; I'd never seen him like this and for a split second I was scared to hear the words that were about to leave his lips.

Jungkook P.O.V
My stomach was doing flips as his lips pressed against mine, my whole body felt like it was going to explode and I wasn't sure if he's noticed but I couldn't stop shaking. I don't know what was wrong with me but all I knew was suddenly I felt like crying, I felt like holding him so close that he could never escape. I felt protective and scared all at the same time and it was confusing me.

All it took was for him to whisper my name between the harsh breaths he was taking for me to realise, for me to understand why my heart was skipping a beat, why I couldn't bring myself to do anything but look at him.

The next words to leave my lips were going to change my life for ever, if that was a good thing or a bad thing I wasn't sure but either way I wanted to say them, I needed to say them because for the first time in a very long time they were going to be the first true thing I'd said in a long time.

"I- i like you Jiminie"