Ugly yet Beautiful || Jikook

Chapter 41

Jungkooks P.O.V
I couldn't seem to pull my eyes away from his chest and upper arms, my lips trailing small kisses across each engraving as they danced around his body.

I didn't need to know, I didn't feel the need to ask, it's something I could see was personal to him, something he'd tell me in his own time and if I was honest, I didn't want to see that pained look on his face ever again. I found myself wrapping my arms around his waist, gently pulling him even closer, his chest pressed against my ear as I let the beats of his heart tell me a story.

"Never be ashamed of something that makes you you"

I wasn't trying to give Him some weird ass promotional speech, but that's how I felt, I wanted him to understand he doesn't need to be ashamed of himself because right now, how he was was perfect.

"T-thank you"

That's all it took, those two words to leave his lips before I found mine crashing into his, my body leaning back as I let him take control. Each kiss, each movement of our tongues crashing together being heated but laced with so much passion, so much love that I found myself chocking slightly on my own feelings.

His small hands began to make their way from my face down my chest, the pads of his fingers gently running over every curve of my body before they stopped at the button of my jeans. I felt his action halter for moment before his finger hurriedly undid my button and zipper.

I wasn't ready.

Jimin P.O.V
I don't really know what had gotten into me, all I knew was I didn't want this feeling in the pit of my stomach to ever leave. My heart was beating so fast I felt like I wasn't breathing but I couldn't help but enjoy it, I couldn't help but love how soft his skin felt against mine, how I couldn't stop the smile that was etched on my face. I was ready, for whatever was about to happen, I wanted it.

My body was flipped as I found my back being pushed into the mattress, jungkooks jeans now being thrown across my room while his boxers hung loosely against his body. A lumped formed in my throat as I let my eyes scan across his legs, thick muscles so dominate yet beautiful, soft tanned skin overlaid them. I lifted my body slightly, not once taking my eyes off his as he fiddled with my button, slowly peeling my jeans away from my pale skin, his eyes momentarily glancing away.

I wasn't nervous like I'd thought I would be, I wasn't scared like I'd imagined, in fact, I felt so calm and at peace as jungkooks fingers slide miller-meters into my boxers, letting them run around my boxer line before ripping them completely off.

The air felt cold against my now hard member which smacked of my stomach. I could feel the heat reach my cheeks as I watched his eyes dance around my naked body, his thumbs rubbing small circles against my hips.

I watched him part his lips slightly as if he was about to ask something but I found myself cutting him off before he had a chance, my head nodding frantically as if I was answering a question he'd never asked. A small smile crept across his face as he let his dick free, my eyes widening at the size, the only thought being 'is that gonna fit' before I was dragged from them by an odd sensation around my hole.

My whole body was burning, the heat pricking up from my member to my chest as I watched him lick his middle finger, a long trail of saliva following as he lowered it to my hole once again. My breathing hitched as a pain ran through my whole body, my hands grasping to fabric of the sheets as I watched his cheeks tint pink at my response.

I couldn't stop my eyes from rolling to the back of my head as he started to move, the pain quickly turning into pleasure. My legs shacked in respond as he kept himself sat in between them, his body hanging over me as he began to flutter kissing across my chest, taking in every moan that escaped my mouth.

"Fuck you're tight"