Ugly yet Beautiful || Jikook

Chapter 15

Jimin P.O.V
I wasnt really sure why id not pushed myself sway, not moved an inch infact, maybe Becsuse his arms were locked around me, or the fact I was actually enjoying this akward embrace, maybe I was just looking for excuse because in all reality i had no plan what so ever to move.

I watched as his eyes stayed close, his chest rising and falling in a slow motion as soft breaths escaped his mouth. Id been staring up at him for so long I hadnt even realised the time ticking away, the fact my heart rate had slowed down subconsciously to match his or even how my whole body burned at the small skinship we were sharing. I was flustered yet calm all at once and it was scary.

Craining my neck just to stare at him in awe and confusion was begining to ache but the slow beating of my heart confirmed that i clearly didnt want to move either; god what was wrong with me. So I did the only thing that came to mind, I rested my head in the crock of his neck, slowly letting my hands fall around his belly before listening to his heart beat.

Maybe he was kinda cute when hes being soft.

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"Darling wake up, its dinner"

I grunted and wiggled into the sheets, the warm material covering my whole body, the soft voice filling my ears but not enough to drag me from my sleeping state.

"Kookie, five minuets"

"Whos kookie?"

That soft voice soon turned into a familiar one, one that resembled that of my mothers, not jungkooks at all. With the realization of who I was talking to and what i said, my body lunged forward, instantly becoming heavy as the bed under me disappeared and i came face to face with the cold flooring.

"Honey, why have you always been clumsy"

A small giggle left my mums mouth before she pulled at my arms, lifting me back onto the bed and sitting next to me. I couldnt help but let the heat turn my face red, the pure fact I called jungkook kookie as well as mistaking my mum for him. What the hell was wrong with me seriously.

Speaking of jungkook, where did he go? My head search the room frantically, was i losing my mind? Did I dream it all or...

"Your friend left about half an hour ago, he seems nice"

The cocky smirk only added to the sarcastic tone laced into my mums words. Thr worse part was she wasnt even being malicious, she was proud of me for being me but now I cant seem to be around a single male without her assuming his Dick's been up my arse, it was quit annoying sometimes.

"Thanks but I dont care"

"What ever you say sweetie, hurry and wash up, goods downstairs"

And with those simple words she left, left my red faced and completely confused. My stomach seemed to dip the second I realised if fallen asleep with him, him being the complete fuck boy he was and me falling for his stupid words once again. But my stomach dipped even more knowing I didnt wake uo next to him and that confused me and infatuated my whole body.

I found myself pulling at my hair frantically, I was seriously losing my mind, I tried so hard to avoid him, to stay away, especially since the stupid kiss we shared but all he had to do was look at me and my mind completely clouded over.

I scurried from the bed sheets, not wanting to sit where that ignored jungletwat hat sat, wanting to wash myself and change as fast as humanly possible just so I couldnt smell his scent that had seem to stuck to my bed sheets, strawberries and mint.

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I was honestly so furious with myself for not pushing him away for the second time, nit avoiding him like i promised myself, yet the more I thought about him, the more I pictured him, the more my hands became sweaty and a subconscious smile tugged on my lips.

Seriously jimin get a hold of yourself, you hate him, hes a fuck boy, hes messing with your emotions, hes doing the only thing he'll ever be good at, dont fall into his trap, dont let him in. Hes so ugly. Ugly so fucking...

But the mole under his lips kinda cute.

Sorry for all these shit chapters I keep uploading, they may look like fillers BTS every little chapter has something in it that adds up in the end so please bare with me Haha.