Ugly yet Beautiful || Jikook

Chapter 51

I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while, I haven't been very well but regular updates should start again 😊

Jimin P.O.V
"You okay? Your Face is all red?"

Taes soft voice pulled me from my trance, my eyes quickly going to his as a smile appeared on his face. I let my eyes fall back to my phone for a split second, taking in all the words I'd read.

Unknown: 3rd floor toilets. NOW.

"Hmm yeah I'm fine, I'm just really warm, I'm gonna nip to the bathroom, you go first"

My stomach flipped as I pushed my phone into my pocket, knowing full well who that was from. I watched as tae nodded before poking my nose, an awkward smile playing on his lips before he walked off.

The corridors felt longer than usual as I made my way to the third floor, the ceilings and walls becoming a little unfamiliar; I didn't come here much. My heart skipped a beat as I arrived at the toilets, my hands softly pushing open the door before stepping inside to find jungkook.

My hands had become sweaty, my eyes dancing around the room as I awkwardly shuffled towards him. He was hunched over the sink, his head lulled a little as he stared at me through his bang.

He was angry at me, I could see it written all across his face. I swallowed harshly on the lump that had formed in my throat, my gaze now glued to his as I attempted to say something, anything but before I even got the chance I was cut off by jungkooks lips.

His body moved so fast it knocked me back into the stalls, one arm sneaking around my waist the other holding my cheek as his tongue darted into my mouth; taking dominance. I melted, my body completely relaxing in his hold as his kisses got a little heavier.

"I hate it"

His words were mumbled as he spoke through kisses, his ragged breath sending shivers down my spine. His hands moved to the hem of my top as his kisses began to trail down my neck, his teeth catching my skin every once and a while.

"I hate how he touches you, how smug he looks when I notice"

The biting got a little harder as his hands found their way under my top, the soft skin on his fingers sending goose bumps up my body. My hands moved to his hair as he moved his lips around, my head fell back against the cubical, eyes shut tightly while he took my nipple between index finger and thumb.

"Aha"

I couldn't stop the moan from leaving my lips as he smirked into my skin. His breathing was soft as his moved down my chest over my top, letting his hands trailer down too.

"W-what are y-you Aha"

I was cut off with his teeth against my belly, a harsh suck being made as he loosened my belt a little gaining more access. His hands were now on my hips, his thumbs pushing in while he left small hickys across my belly. I found myself staring at our reflection as he spoke, his voice blurring a little as I watched how my hands locked into his hair, how my clothes hung off me, red blemishes across my neck while my small exposed bit of chest prickled with excitement. My eyes were lided, mouth slacked as my eyes rolled to the back of my head; jungkooks hand harshly palming me.

"J-Jungkook..mhm"

"Don't worry no one comes up here"

He growled low as his hand continued to move, his body raising as his did so to look me in the eyes. He eyes were dark, lust filling them while his lips were a dark chapped shade of pink.

"I love it when you say my name though"

I couldn't help but halter his movement, grabbing his hands in mine as I kept my back pressed into the cold wall behind me. I found myself watching his reaction, taking a moment to look at his smile, the cute little beauty mark under his lip, the scar on his cheek, how his eyebrows were way better than mine; everything. If this wasn't really, for a moment I wanted to pretend it was.

"What are we doing?"

The words fell from my mouth, my eyes following his as he just stood there, squeezing my hands. The question clearly took him off guard.

"I mean, like what are we doing right now? What is this? I don't want to hurt tae, especially if it's for nothing"

Maybe I sounded harsher than I was meant to as jungkooks body weight shifted back, his head lifting a little as his back stood tall. I felt the cold air hit my hands as he let them go, his face warping into something I couldn't explain.

"If you don't want this, I won't do it again"

That wasn't what I mean, or at least I think that wasn't what I meant, his response took me by surprises What did he mean by that, didn't he realise how I felt yet? Or was he just unsure? Maybe I was the unsure one, I always bring up tae after all.

"You don't want to hurt tae, neither do I, but I've already hurt you and I can't lose you again, not yet anyway. So if you want to stop this, if that's what you want then and only then am I okay with it"

His voice was soft as he took my hands in his again, kissing my knuckles before resting his chin on them. I found myself going completely blank as we just stood there, before I pressed my lips into his, wrapping my arms around his neck as I pushed him back a little. What the hell do you think?