Ugly yet Beautiful || Jikook

Chapter 20

Jungkook P.O.V
He was ligter than he looked, very light actually and squishy too, like a puppy, a very cute puppy. Warm was another word to describe what i was feeling now, he felt really warm, the warmth you felt when you were a child and cuddled with your teddy, that type of warm.

God knows how long and been stood in the middle of the kitchen holding him, god knows why i even had the urge to do it but the second that odd little noise came out of his mouth and he dropped to the floor it was like time had slowed down and the only thing i wanted to do was make sure he was okay.

Realising i was still stood there and hadnt moved an inch i began to move forward, jimins small arms locking around my neck ~ as he wabbled in place ~  made this odd feeling grow in the pit of my stomach, made me feel happy yet sick all at the same time.

I locked my hands around his thighs and back tighter, throwing him up a little just to make sure he wouldnt fall... Or i wouldnt drop him.

Again it felt odd, my sudden urges to care for him when i didnt really care for anyone or anything were catching me off guard, yet i still found myself allowing my body to move freely around him and do as it pleased.

But this soft quiet moment was cut short as i stood at the bottom of thr stairs, contemplating if i was even strong enough to carry another human up them. But of course i was, i was jeon jungkook, i could do anything.

"J-jungk..."

My left foot barley made it to the first step when jimins quiet voice reached my ears, his tone sounding in pain or sad, something along those lines which had me panicking for some strange reason.

"You okay? Does it hurt? Do you feel sick?"

I watched as jimin shook his head slowly, one hand making its way to his lips only for him to bite on the materteral, a nervous habit i assume.

"N-no, n-no but you d-dont have to ca..."

"Let me"

I really didnt know why i got so defensive but his words sparked something in me that drove me to heavily stamp up the stairs like i child when they didnt get there own way.

Again i found myself stood completely in place at the top of the stairs as my stomach made a small summer salt, jimins high pitch giggles filling my ears while i watched as his eyes disappeared from his face; he really was cute.

"W-whats so funny?"

Now it was my turn to stutter, a scowl forming on my face as i pushed his bedroom door open with my knee, walking across the room and slowly placing him onto his bed.

He shook his head again, a small smile staying on his face as i just looked at him.

I didnt like how my stomach flipped and felt when he giggled, how my lips instantly turned up whenever he smiled, how i let myself care for him; if only a little and i hated, yes hated how for the past week i couldnt seem to get him out of my head.

My eyes scanned around his room again, oddly liking being in the familiar place. I heard jimin whimper, my head snapping back to face him while a plopped myself on the bottom of the bed.

"Does it hurt a lot?"

Again he did nothing but nod, his head sinking into his jumper as i leaned towards his knee. I felt protective all of a sudden, annoyed even at the table for being in the way and hurting him but why was That? Why did i care?

I felt jimins body pull back a little as my hand pressed agaisnt his knee, his teeth instantly digging into his bottom lip while i felt around for swelling.

Then it hit me, i couldnt tell at all and what i was about to ask him next really wasnt going to go well but what more could i do?

I retracted my hand, sitting myself upright while i swollowed a lump that had appeared completely out of nowhere.

Its okay jungkook, why the hell are you getting nervous about this, its only his knee, no need to be worried.

So with that pep-talk in place i cleared my throat again and with the most serious tone i could give, spoke.

"Jimin. Take off your pants"

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