Ugly yet Beautiful || Jikook

Chapter 43

Jimin P.O.V
"Jimin"

My body felt light, the soft fabric of the sheets around me cuddled against my body. Jungkooks shampoo smell lingering on the pillow made a small smile make it's way to my lips as I rolled myself over. Arm outstretched expecting to feel the soft skin under my fingers as I...

"Jimin, I know you're tired but you need to take these before bed"

My body jolted forward, my eyes widening in panic as I frantically scanned the room. My bedsheets slipping off my chest only to expose my naked skin to my mum, before I found myself launching myself back under the covers in shock.

"What... god don't ... just leave"

I felt the heat rise to my ears, my eyes looking anywhere but at hers but I knew full well what she was doing, probably smiling to herself like a mad man and trying hard not to make a comment. I was lucky in this sense.

I felt my body relaxing back into my sheets as the sound of my bedroom door closing filled the room. I outstretched my arms, letting my fingers run over the facbric. Jungkooks smell still consumed me, my pillows, the bedding, even my stuffed teddy that had got itself wedged between the pillows; everything smelt like him. Sighing contently I let his smell take over as my eyes closed, my body sinking into a deep sleep.

He really does smell good.

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The halls of my school seemed colder than usual today, my hands stinging slightly from the blizzard outside. My boots scuffed the floor, my eyes wondering to my legs as I watched my feet move my body in whatever location they liked. I was distracted, my chest heaving as the image of jungkooks lips flashed into my mind. The way his chest heaved, how his breathing was messy, the sound of each letter of my name as it passed by his lips. All of it running round my head so much that I could feel the heat ride to my ears.

Before I had time to drag myself from my thoughts my body came to a holt, my face colliding with a hard object in front of me before I lost all balance, falling on my arse.

"Fucking hell, watch where you're going"

My mouth reacted before my eyes even made contact with whoever had stood in my way. There was silence as I lifted myself up, my hair falling in front of my eyes a little as I attempted to see who it was.

"Oi, I said watch where you're fucking go..."

My mouth hung slack, a sudden cold shiver running down my spine as my eyes met with the person in front of me; Jungkooks.

I wanted to say something, anything, but the look of pure disgust that was plastered across his face had me holt in my tracks. My blood ran cold, my hands clenching together as I his eyes darkened on me, his face not once changing expression before his shoulder barged into me, knocking me back a few steps.

I felt sick, like someone had literally stabbed me in the chest. My lips were trembling, my body freezing cold as everything around me became quiet. What was that look, why didn't he say anything, why do I suddenly feel so used.

I couldn't bring myself to do anything but run, my legs moving on their own as the sound of my shoes against the hall floors filled my ears. Everything around me turning into a blur as my body darted down the corridors and through doors before I found myself slumped against the wall of the corridor to the roof. My bottom lip gave as my legs collapsed under me, tears streaming down my face.

Why did he look at me like that?

Jungkook P.O.V
"Say it"

I found myself snapping as I watched Taes irritated face stare at me. His arms folded in front of him as he rested against his locker.

"You sure about that?"

His words were clear and aggressive which only pissed me off more. I couldn't help but get irritated by every facial expression he's made today, the look of disappointment and disgust being all I could see.

"If you like him so much you go comfort him"

I don't know what I was saying or doing anymore, I felt like I couldn't breath and Jimins pained look flashed into my head. It was like I was suffocating on my own air, the walls around me getting closer and closer to the point where I felt like I was going to Collapse.

My head darted to the side as the sound of taes shows screeched across the floor, his bag knocking of his locker before he stopped in his tracks.

"At least I have the balls to be there for him, you're pathetic! he can do better than YOU"

I didn't move, didn't respond, I didn't do anything as everything around me became colder and quieter.

"FUCK"

My first smashed against the metal in front of me, the sting of the material against my skin causing me to hiss between gritted teeth. He wasn't wrong.