Ugly yet Beautiful || Jikook

Chapter 30

Tae P.O.V
Confused was an understatement, I was completely
Boggled and honestly speaking I wasn't sure if I wanted to scream at Jimin for scaring me or snap jungkooks neck because of how close he was to him.

"W-why a-are you top - topless a-and why I-is erm"

My words were just falling out my mouth, I had no control at all over anything I was saying and honestly even if I tried to I wouldn't know what to say, my mind was like mash potato.

I watched as jimins small frame shuffled a little, his chubby little hand going to his mouth to signal me to be quiet while his other hand pushed back small strands of jungkooks hair.

I felt stupid and embarrassed all at the same time, my face felt hot and sweaty while my heart was suddenly beating out my chest. Maybe because I wasn't expecting to see Jimin with no top on or jungkook half naked himself, asleep, cuddled up on top of jimins bare chest.

Suddenly I felt sick.

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" so what I heard on the phone was nothing?"

I tilted my head in utter confusion and curiosity as I watched Jimin place his small hand on jungkooks knee, jungkooks head still staying in the same place; staring into his lap.

Jungkook had woken up minuets after my awkward intrusion and now all three of us were oddly sat cross legged on Jimins bed; this time they were wearing clothes.

"Yeah, jungkook was just messing around and I took it seriously, it doesn't matter"

I was dumbfounded by Jimins calmness and need to protect jungkook for some reason. I knew him better than anyone, I knew what he was like and how forceful he could really be and I Definitely know what I heard wasn't him 'messing around' but what was I meant to say to Jimin when he was acting so normal about it.

"I see"

I couldn't really say much or do much for that matter. My eyes kept wandering between jimins hand and jungkooks head, his large frame slumped forward while his body seemed to collapse into itself. This really wasn't just messing around was it?

"Well then, I'll be leaving"

Maybe I just felt sick because I had a cold or because I hadn't eaten yet, yes, that was it. That was the only reason I abruptly stood up and practically stormed out jimins bedroom like a child. It was Definitely the only reason I slammed his front door shut and kicked my car door until my foot hurt too. Yes that's just why.

It wasn't because my heart suddenly felt like it was going to rip from my rib cages or the fact I wasn't sure if I was going to say sick or be sick. I just suddenly felt weird and miss placed, like I'd witnessed something horrifying yet I had to lie and hide that fact.

Jungkooks P.O.V
What am I suppose to tell you all? That I'm a dick? An idiot? Nothing more than scum? I knew that already and so did you. But I can tell you I'm a coward, a coward but for letting jimin cover up what I did for my sake because I knew tae didn't believe any of it at all and he defiantly knew what I could be like.

I was a coward for watching lies leave his lips while I sat there completely frozen as he did it. I was a useless excuse for a human being and an even worse excuse of a man. So what was I suppose to do? I'd already fucked up.