OHSHC In Your Dreams [KaoruxReader]

What I Ever Expected

It's been three months since he left. Left for college. Left the country. Left me. Even though I'm mad at him I can't help but miss him. I still love him. A knock sounds on the door of my apartment, jerking me out of my thoughts. My brow furrows in confusion as I look at the clock and see it reads 1:07am. I stand up and slowly walk over to the door. My hand hovers over the doorknob for several seconds before I final have the courage to turn it and pull the door open. And there he stands. Before I know what I'm doing my hand flies up and slaps him across the face. He takes a step back in shock, but his eyes tell me that he's knows he deserves it.
"What happened?" I ask.
"What do you mean?"
"Why are you back? Shouldn't you be at your school?" At this he scratches his head and looks down.
"I got kicked out," he quietly explains.
"What? Why?!" I ask, genuinely concerned.
"I couldn't focus on my work. I couldn't focus on anything or do anything..." he whispers. He looks up and stares me in the eyes. There's so much swimming in his eyes that I almost feel his emotion. There's hurt and sadness and love. Love. That's it. He got kicked out because of me. He couldn't focus on anything because he was thinking about me. I throw my arms around him and hug as tightly as humanly possible.
"Am I forgiven?" He asks, breath tickling my ear.
"Not yet. You have to earn my trust back." With these words I feel him smile.
"That's better than what I ever expected."