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After the weekends, it was time to go to school again. Ugh. Unfortunately, none of my friends have replied to my message yet! What even! First I lose my home, then my parents, and now my friends?! And I haven't even made new friends yet here at school. I woke up late and had to rush to school by myself. On the way, I listened to another Jay Park song called Solo. I love music. It creates a little bubble of safety for me, protecting me from the cruel, outside world. I used to be shy, but only in front of a large number of people. Once you got to know me, I was fine. But now, after losing everything, I wasn't the Amber I used to be. I was quiet now and I hardly talked to anyone. Not even the boys. And after my parents' deaths, I don't eat much either. And sleep ... ha I don't really sleep anymore, thanks to nightmares about losing everything. But there isn't anyone here for me anymore. It's not like anyone cares if I'm getting thinner and weaker. I am all alone. I am lost. And there is no one there to find me.


Sorry this is such a short update.

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