It's been about a week since V and I have been dating. He's a really sweet and funny guy but nothing compared to Suga. I miss him and I'm still sad that he cheated on me but I'm doing my best to get over it. Honestly, I'm dating V to stay away from Suga. I know, it's pretty childish and it could end up hurting V but I just need some time away from Suga. And every time V hugs me, hold my hand, kisses me, or even touches me, Suga glares so hard at V, it looks like he could burn holes through his head. Hopefully, Suga's gotten over me by now, even if I haven't. Dating V is good for both of us. This way, he can happily be with Lilly and I can try to get over him. But what's surprising is that he still hasn't started dating Lilly yet. It's been a week and he's holding back. I wonder why?
"Are you awake already?" V asked next to me, startling me from my thoughts.
"Huh? Oh...ya. Did I wake you up?" I asked. V shook his head no. It was Monday today and it was time to go to school. V and I both got out of bed and began to get ready for school. On my way out of V's bedroom, I bumped into someone. I looked up only to see Suga.
"Sorry," I mumbled and walked off quickly. I could feel Suga's eyes on me as I left.
Time skip~
I hate having to sit next Suga in class. I avoid looking at him and I never, under any circumstance, talk to him. Meanwhile, outside of class, I'm always bullied by Lilly and her band of idiots. And to top it all off, I'm still waiting for Kumamon to get better. My life just keeps getting worse and worse. The only thing I have, to look forward to, is my future career and Kumamon. I turned the corner in the hallway only to see Suga and Lilly holding hands. They're finally together and happy again. I smiled because I was happy for Suga but it was a broken smile. A tear slipped down my cheek and I quickly wiped it away. I just kept my head down and walked past the couple. They're happy now and that's all that matters. Graduation was coming up soon and I would leave school and chase after my dream job. I didn't need Suga and Lilly to distract me. Suga and I were never meant to be together anyways.
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FanfictionAmber lost everything. First she lost her home when she was forced to move. Then she lost her family in an accident. And after that she lost her friends. She has to start life all over again. She now lives on the other side of the world with no frie...
