Lost (BTS ff)

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I have to be honest, I was nervous for the party. This was my first time and I didn't know what to expect. If my friends were here, I would ask them for advice, especially Madi because she's been to countless parties. *Sigh* I wish I had friends...do the boys count as friends? But I couldn't ask them about any girl things. I didn't have a best friend to tell my secrets to. What if I like Suga...if I had friends I would tell them. It's just what friends do. But sadly, I'm a loner. Snap out of it Amber! I said to myself. You're going to a fun, exciting party! It's time to forget about your sad life. Get changed and enjoy yourself... Hmmmm...what are you even supposed to wear to a party? I picked out a thigh-length black, leather skirt and a white top with tiny cherries all over it. It should be good enough... I curled my hair and put on a tiny bit of make-up on. I put on some white vans and examined myself in the mirror. Not bad... I went downstairs and checked social media and messages -yup still no reply...

"You ready?" someone asked, making me jump from surprise. I looked up to see Suga in black, ripped jeans and a red sweatshirt. For shoes, he wore some black, high top Vans. To finish it up, he wore a black beanie. "You look nice..." Suga said blushing a little. Wait what?! Blushing???

"You look nice too..." I giggled. What the heck it wrong with me? Soon all the boys were ready to go and we headed out.

"The party isn't far from here, it's just a short walk away." Rapmon explained. I nodded. Everyone started happily chatting away. Soon everyone started giggling. Suga and I exchanged a look. We were both clueless.

"What's so funny?" he asked the other guys. More giggling.

"Nothing... but Suga hyung looks cute with Amber..." Jungkook began.

"You guys make a really cute couple..." J-hope chuckled. Suga's cheeks became bright red and I felt my own cheeks warm up.

"Awwww their blushing!" Jimin laughed.

"W-whatever..." Suga mumbled, still blushing and looking down at his feet. Before we knew it, we were at the party. Loud shouts and laughter could be heard while flashing lights lit up the house. We stepped inside. The house was a mess. It looked fun. There was dancing in one room, spin the bottle in another room, a bar in another room, and a circle of truth or dare going on in yet another room. This house was HUGE. There were so many people that I soon got separated from the guys in the crowd. The bar seemed less crowded so I headed towards there. Many people in this area were chatting with their date. A smile crept onto my lips as I remembered that I'm Suga's date. The only drinks they had here were alcohol. There was a whole table stacked with cans and cans of beer. I hesitated -I've never had alcohol before... But this was a party! I grabbed a can of beer and took a sip. I almost gagged at the taste. But I drank more and more. Soon, the can of beer was empty. I felt a little dizzy... But I wasn't drunk or anything. I decided to not drink anymore because I didn't want to do something stupid or embarrassing in a drunken faze. I saw all the boys playing truth or dare. I threw away the can and walked over to the circle. I squeezed in next to Jungkook and Suga. J-hope was next to Jungkook. I guess it was his turn.

"Jungkook, truth or dare...?" J-hope began.

"Dare."

"I dare you to..." J-hope paused for a bit, thinking of a good dare. "I dare you to do your best chicken impression in the middle of the circle."

"Okay." Jungkook went to the middle of the circle.

Everyone started laughing really hard. When Jungkook was done, he sat back down in his spot next to me. Crap. It's my turn.

"Amber, truth or dare...?" I gulped. I didn't want to do this. I wanted to choose truth but then everyone would think I'm more of a chicken than Jungkook.

"Dare," I answered. A smirk made its way onto his lips. Oh no... I have a bad feeling about this.

"I dare you to sit in Suga's lap and call him oppa for the rest of the game," I swear I will kill you Jeon Jungkook. Suga and I both started blushing like crazy as I sat in his crossed legs. Everyone in the crowd clapped and "Awwwwww"ed us. It didn't make it any less embarrassing. It was my turn to ask Suga.

"Suga oppa...truth or dare." I gulped. As soon as I said oppa he blushed even harder.

"Truth..." he muttered, not able to look me in the eyes.

"Ask him if he likes you," J-hope whispered. Then he winked.

"Suga oppa...do you..." Oh ma gawd what am I doing. "Do you like me?" I wanted to know...No -I needed to know. Suga gulped and looked at me in the eyes. He took a deep breath.

"Yes."