Lost (BTS ff)

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Lies. Lies. Lies. All lies. I stopped under a bridge. It was now night and everything around me was dark. I was lost. But it's not like it mattered to me anyway. I wouldn't care if I died right now. It would be better if I did. It would make all the pain go away. I heard something. I stopped for a moment to listen. It sounded like...whimpering? I turned around to see a tiny puppy behind me. It was a brown Toy Poodle. And it looked just as lost as me. 

"Hey there...Are you lost?" I walked towards the puppy. I had a little collar around its neck. "Hmmm. I wonder what your name is..." I checked the little tag. 'Kumamon.' "Well that's an unusual name..." I muttered. Kumamon wagged its tail as I picked it up to check its gender. A boy. But a small slip of paper fell from the collar as I held him up. I bent down to read it, careful not to drop Kumamon. It said:

'If you have found Kumamon along with this note, we hope you take good care of him so he may live a long and healthy life. We could not take care of him because we did not have the money to. And when we tried to hand him into any animal shelter, they would say that they already had too many dogs.  Kumamon is healthy, young, and smart. He is eager to please and is nice to everybody. He loves to play and is very easy to train. He is a purebred Apricot Poodle. Please love him and cherish him for as long as he lives. Thank you.'

So his owners just...left him. I guess they didn't have any other choice. We're both loners. 

"Would you like to stay with me Kumamon?" I asked. And here I am talking to a dog... Kumamon barked. How cute... I've always loved dogs but my parents never let me have one. I smiled as Kumamon licked my fingers. It was pretty late now and I was getting tired. I lay down under the bridge while hugging Kumamon and drifted off to sleep. 

Time Skip~ 

I woke up to see a brown puppy licking my face. Oh that's right. I found Kumamon last night. 

"Okay, okay. I'm up." I laughed. Kumamon yapped. I swear he's too adorable. I didn't have any money with me and I was starving. I picked Kumamon up in my arms and wondered where we should go. Well I couldn't go back home even if I wanted to because I'm completely lost. I mean I could wander around and hope anyone would generously donate. I really don't know... but it's worth a shot. I finger-combed my tangled hair. I was still wearing my backpack so I slipped tiny Kumamon into it and left a space for his head to poke out. After walking around for a bit, I stopped to rest in front of a grocery store.

"Amber!" Someone yelled. I froze. Oh no... please tell me that's not- "Amber do you know how worried you made me?! Where were you last night?!" I looked up to see a fuming Jin carrying a bag full of groceries, showing off his inner-mommy. Before I could run away, Jin dragged me to his car. Jin took off my backpack and placed it in front of me next to the driver's seat. All of a sudden my backpack moved. "What the...?!" Jin cried out. Kumamon poked his head out and started barking. Jin gave me a 'we are so gonna have a talk later' look before shutting the door and sitting in front of the wheel. I quickly took Kumamon out of the bag and put him in my lap. The car ride was silent the whole way.

Time Skip~

When we arrived in front of the house, the whole maknae line ran out to hug me. They asked me a lot of questions but Jin told me to go take a shower and come back so we could talk in the living room. I gulped. 

"What about-" 

"Wash the dog too." Jin said. I grabbed Kumamon and headed upstairs. Suga was upstairs and when he saw me, his eyes widened and he started to walk towards me but I just ran into the bathroom with Kumamon and shut the door. 

When we were done washing up, we went downstairs. Jin and all the other guys were sitting down waiting for me. I sat down on the couch opposite Jin. Suga, V, Jungkook, and Jimin all raced to sit next to me. Unfortunately, Suga ended up sitting next to me so I got up and squeezed in between V and Jungkook.

"First things first, where were you last night?" Jin began.

"Um...under the bridge near the supermarket, you found me at..." I answered. Jin raised an eyebrow.

"Is that where you found that dog? He has a collar which means that he already has a family."

"Yes. And there was a note in his collar. So no, he does not already have a family except for me." I handed Jin the note and he read it silently.

"I see... Why did you run away yesterday?" I so did not want to answer this question.

"Um. I really don't want to talk about it." I mumbled. Jin sighed. 

"Fine then. It's getting late so you should probably go to bed now. I usually slept in Suga's room with him but that was sooo not gonna happen tonight.

"V, do you mind if I sleep in your room tonight?" V rubbed his eyes and shook his head. I felt Suga staring at me as I followed V to his room. "Um, you don't mind if Kumamon comes too, right?" I asked. V's eyes brightened.

"Is that the puppy's name?" I nodded my head and smiled. "Of course he can stay!" V exclaimed. We entered V's room and he motioned for me to sit on the bed next to him. I gave him a puzzled expression but did so anyways. "Um...Amber I know you don't want to talk about Suga, but-"

"It's fine. Go on."

"He seemed really sad without you. He didn't sleep at all and he was crying all night. What exactly happened between you guys yesterday? Is it the reason you ran away?" I took a deep breath.

"Do you promise not to tell anyone else, or get involved?" V nodded. "I was making up for a test during lunch. When I walked outside the classroom, I saw Suga making out with his ex, Lilly. It's not like she was kissing him and he pushed her away, but he was kissing her back. His 'I love you' was a lie. I should've known. After I saw what was happening I ran away." Before I knew it, tears were falling down my face. V pulled me into a hug and Kumamon started to lick my tears off my face.

"I'm so sorry. I swear I'm gonna murder that bastard." V muttered. And with that we fell asleep.

I felt a little better. Just a little. But that was enough for now.