Lost (BTS ff)

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Suga's POV

 I can't believe that Lilly would have the nerve to tell Amber everything about our past. Thankfully, it didn't affect my relationship with Amber. I really love her. I was walking around school looking for Amber. Where is she?

Amber's POV

 I had a test to make up in class so I stayed in during lunch. Gladly, it wasn't a long test. But it did take me a while though. I forgot to tell Suga about it. He's probably waiting for me right now.

Suga's POV

I can't find Amber, and to make things worse, Lilly is bugging me...as usual. Did she know where Amber is? 

"Oppa!" Lilly screeched. "I've been looking all over for y-"

"Where's Amber?" I asked coldly. Lilly instantly frowned at the mention of Amber's name.

"Why should you care about her when you can spend time with me?" She pouted. How disgusting... I can't believe I used to fall for her aegyo. "She's making up a test in class. Now we can spend time together without her!" Why didn't Amber tell me? I was so worried about her for no reason! All of a sudden Lilly pulled me in for a kiss. I don't know why but I returned the kiss until I heard a gasp...

Amber's POV

I finished the test. It wasn't too hard. I walked out looking for Suga to reassure him that I was all right. I turned around the corner, only to see him MAKING OUT WITH...LILLY?! WTF??? I gasped in shock. I couldn't believe my eyes. Suga immediately pulled back from Lilly. 

"Amber! It's not what it looks li-" he began, but I cut him off.

"I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME!!!!!" I screamed. I saw Lilly smiling. That witch. I was about to walk away when Suga yanked me by the arm to face him. "DON'T TOUCH ME YOU LIAR!!!!! I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOUR STUPID FACE EVER AGAIN!!!!!!!" I yanked my arm away as tears pricked at my eyes but I held them in. I wouldn't let him -no. them see me cry. Lilly smirked.

"I told you he loves me and not you. He returned the kiss, which means he still cares for me!" I could hear Lilly's laughter echo through the halls as I ran as fast as I could, tears streaming down my face. I knew it from the very beginning. Why didn't I listen to my head, instead of my heart? I ran away from them. I ran away from school. Soon, I passed the house. I couldn't go back there. I would see him again. He kissed her back. I didn't want to hear any of his stupid excuses. I felt like I was slowly dying inside. His 'I love you' was a lie. A stupid lie. Just like him. Just like our love. Just like my life.  

Because I lost him too.