Lost (BTS ff)

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I walked to school with Suga. We entered school holding hands. A lot of people started staring at us and whispering to their friends. I spotted the girl who bullied me last time.

"What's her name?" I asked while pointing to her. She glared at me. She made a slicing motion at her neck, signaling that I was dead meat.

"Oh that's... Lilly..." Suga answered. Something was off...he looked troubled. Did they have some history between them that I didn't know about? "Whatever you do, stay away from her," he warned. He still looked really uncomfortable. He glared at Lilly and she blinking her eyes furiously while biting her lips seductively. She started to walk over towards us.

"Suga oppa!" she squealed. She tried doing some aegyo. I thought I was going to throw up. She was disgusting.

"Get away from me and Amber. And don't call me oppa. I'm not your oppa. Now go bother someone else. I never want to see your ugly face again," Suga spat at her. Ouch. Suga grabbed my arm and we walked away from Lilly. I dared to take a glance back at her. She stood in the middle of the newly formed crowd. Her fists were balled up in anger and she was trembling. She was crying and her tears made her makeup drip down her face. It looked like she was crying black tears. She looked like a monster while glaring at me. I turned back the other way, trying to forget what I just saw.

Time Skip~

The bell had just rung and all the students shuffled out of class to the cafeteria. Lilly kept glaring at me during class while I tried to listen to what the teacher was saying. Couldn't she just move on? Why did she want Suga so bad? What happened between them before I moved in? I decided to stick close to Suga as we walked to go get lunch. After I got my lunch and sat down, I turned to face Suga.

"Okay. So what happened between you and Lilly before I got here?" I asked. He furrowed his eyebrows.

"That's something you don't need to know. It's got nothing to do with you so don't worry about it." Argh. I needed to know. If Suga won't tell me then I guess I'll have to ask someone else...

"I need to use the bathroom I'll be right back," I told Suga. He nodded and then continued eating. I walked the short distance to the girls' restroom. I stepped inside to see Lilly fixing her makeup while muttering to herself. "Hey Lilly," I said coldly. She turned around and her shocked expression immediately turned into a smirk.

"Looking for trouble, aren't you. Isn't your little boyfriend here to protect you?" she sneered.

"I just need some answers," I said without any expression.

"Why? Your boyfriend wouldn't tell you?" Oh, she knew exactly what I was going to ask her. She sighed. "So here's what happened, before you ruined everything bitch." I clenched my teeth together in anger and frustration.

"Go on..."

"Me and Suga, we were a couple. We were both happy and we were the perfect match, since we're both so popular. You know, me being the Queenka and him being the Kingka. It was meant to be. We would hang out all the time because we loved each other." Ya right... "At least that's what I thought. Every time I asked him if he wanted to 'do it,' he said that he wasn't ready yet." I almost threw up at the words do and it coming from her mouth. "I got mad and tired of waiting for him. So one day, I said that I was sick and couldn't go to school. Then, while he was gone, I called over a boy so we could have some fun, and you know, 'make love.'" Almost barfed again. What a slut... "I mean, what was I supposed to do? Actually wait for him?"Well yes. But even if you waited forever he still wouldn't want to do anything at all with you bish. "Well anyways, Suga apparently sneaked out of school during lunch to check on me." He's way too nice... How sweet, wasting his time on you... "He saw me in bed with another boy and got mad. He wanted to break up." Well who wouldn't?! "But I know he misses me. I know he still wants me. I know deep, down inside he still loves me." Hahahahahah. Ya right. You wish. "Unlike you. I don't know how he got stuck with some slutty bitch like you." Excayoooooooooz me?!  Look who's talking. I was shocked. So she cheated on him?! Well of course he broke up with her. He probably never loved her in the first place. "Suga's mine. It's all your fault. We would be a couple again if it wasn't for you. You stole him. Break up with him now if you don't want to get hurt again." Oh hail naw bish! "He loves me. Not you," How could she...he does not love her! >:(

"You're wrong," I said. "It's the other way around." With that, I left. Did she really think that I would break up with Suga just because she wanted me to? Boi. What is her problem? I went to Suga at the table.

"There you are Amber! What took so long?" he asked.

"Your ex." I simply responded. "She told me everything about your past relationship. Why couldn't you tell me? It's not like it would change anything." Suga was kinda mad at Lilly for telling me. I could tell because he kept swearing under his breath. "But it's okay. I'm not mad at you. I understand if it was uncomfortable for you to talk about." He sighed. Well now everythings sorted out...

"You know that I don't love her, right? Suga asked suddenly.

"If that's not the most obvious thing in the world, then I don't know what is." I laughed. "

"Like how many times do I have to tell her that I'm not interested? Can she take a hint?" he rolled his eyes and chuckled.

"I love you." I said.

"Well I love me too. But I love you more." I rolled my eyes at his cheesiness, part of the reason why I love him so much.

"Good. Because I don't want to lose you too."