letters assembled.

"SAVE ME."

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Somebody save me...
Someone set me free...
Cuz im feeling wavy.
I just think I can't see.
And i feel so crazy

Yeah I told you I had demons.
And you knew that I have feelings.
You know that im still bleeding.
You know that im still fiending...

Cuz we here out in the field.
And This shit got really real.
That blood was on my hands.
And these homies stealin bands.
Got the taste of the badlands.
Thought I could withstand.
With that shit in my hand.
its All mataphorical.
Not even explorable.
But I might have like the way it felt.
As I looked up at the
at the astroid belt.
Cuz I wanted out of this hell.
And I still cant really tell.
What this place has done.
Or if I have anyone.

But I guess that don't matter.
I just need the answer.
Still In love with that dancer.
That I once knew.
But now im feeling blue.
Yeah now im feeling like I cant go through...
Like none of this is even new.
And less of it is really true... (i guess....)

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Cuz you don't know what we go through.
You don't know what the streets made us turn to.
What we really had to do.
And that's what we discussed.
That this is really just
Our reality
And I could never make you see
What its like to be me.
What its like To be us.
Got a D plus...
And then I Lost my whole surplus.
[Awh damn...]

That shit still haunts.
I still feel so lost.
Cuz i do what I need to.
Don't care about your view.
And this is just what's true

shes really disgusted with me?
Said you fucked with me heavy?
yeah but we were barely talking right?
Cuz both of our true sides came into the light
And now you really wish you were in the right.
I promise I wasnt tryna fight
I promise I was just tryna do you right

Yeah but
Im a little crazy?
Bitch don't play me.
Im just hazy.
Okay I might be crazy
But you got no room to talk
You don't know what its like
To walk the walk.
You dont know what its like to stare at the chalk.
The chalk Outline.
I cant describe.
I got no advice.
For being alive.
For trying to understand ya mind
No Excuses for being behind...
But I still feel real inclined
To assure im not trying to get signed
Cuz ill probably get declined.
Probably get real denied.
And all that shit by me?
Thats. fucking. fine. (:

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They hate me cuz I spit about the real
I hate me cuz I don't know how to deal.
Cuz im desperately trying to feel.
Yeah cuz its "unsafe."
To "engage."
In this destructive behavior
I just don't believe in a savior
Just wanna turn to vapor
Turned to my own creator
Not gonna ignore the dictator
Or the traitor
That calls him out
Trying to be devout
Think they know what its all about
Think they can clean up all this fallout
They don't know where i've been
Or what i've seen.
Or how much I really wanna visit Berlin, and Bejing and all the cities that really do sing....
But anyway hows that ring?