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The waves washed to the beach calmly as I mixed my drink.
Looking out at the water that seemed endless.
They would never find me on this remote island in the ------ ocean.
In fact no one would probably ever find me.
How did I get here I asked myself finishing my drink and gazing upwards towards the clouds.
They have always spoke to me.
I looked down at the water and the sand and the trees.
Everything was so peaceful.
And I was alone at last.
Well no. Not like the way I was when I spent that time in the void of nonexistence.
That torture changed me.
I realized that I truly must make the best of my time being alive, here.
At the same time my ultimate goal of true happiness and true freedom stood in the way.
My obsession with the revolution stood in the way.
I am not sure what they will do to me if they do perhaps capture me.
Would they kill me for my atrocities?
What would they do...
I shook my head and gazed out again at the water, and the sun quickly moving towards the horizon.
Time seemed to pass in a strange maner here... I was not sure how long I had been here or how long I had been here, or how long I had been...
Wait...
I think about what I had just said.
What was I thinking about?
Wait...
I think about what I had just said.
What was I thinking about?
It hadn't been but a moment since...
Since...
I thought hard, but found myself Quite unable to understand anything.
I looked around, as Vivid hallucinations filled my view.
What was I just thinking about?
My mouth is dry and uncomfortable.
I look down and in my hand is a drink, I take a sip to hydrate my mouth and think about what I had just been thinking about a moment ago.
I glance back down to observe my drink.
Wait didn't I already finish my drink?
I ask to myself.
I shake my head again trying to think.
What was going on? I was so lost in the confusion I didn't notice the emptiness that returned in the distance.
An emptiness eerily similar to the void... I watch as the waves calmly wash the sand beneath my feet...