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"END."

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I been sitting on the edge
With my new best friend
Looking over this ledge
im thinking of the end
And lets pretend
Im not all by myself
and that you can help
Why was I sent to this earth?
Why am I damned with this curse?
Im down with the thirst
been different since birth
Since before conception
Im a scientific invention
Im invitro
But you dont know
What that means

Didnt think that i would make it
im still screamin bout my hatred...

Have you seen my city?
Have you been thru it with me?
Point 38 minus 38 degrees
Will ya hear me out?
Or dont, do I care? please!

I dont wanna be famous
I dont even wanna make it
I just wanna blaze it
Old love recessitate it
learn how to live
without this hatred.
Cuz the way i feel now
i fucking hate it
i still know people that belong in the dirt
People that took lives
and caused hurt
So yeah murders on my mind
And your girl is fucking fine
And we all know that
she should be mine
At least that's how i feel
But maybe im thinking unreal
And i love you brother
But trust me
i feel like you stole her from me...
But then again maybe
I just cant see
How it really be
I still doubt she loves me
At least not that way
But that makes me feel like i got played
And whats better or worse yesterday or today?

loved her since i was twelve
Seeing y'all togethers hell
Deteriorates my mental health
Cuz im really afraid
About them guns
the way you think in your brain
Cuz we reckless
to us this just a game
My boy said he has no home
And i didnt say shit
I just left him alone
Not all of us are leather
And is it just me
Or is this water wetter?
And the weathers better.
For this open letter

I look outside a window
To find my flow
For the answers to the questions that I do not know
And am i depressed?
For sure
And Are we alone?
Im just Not sure.
Im tryna think
But my life is a blur
And im tryna love
But its not her
Inspiration
Im lacking
Problems?
What's cracking?
Cuz you cant say shit
Bout what I spit
And i don't even know
I don't wanna be in it
But i godamn know
Im not that same kid
I've done-done blow
and ive bagged-bagged dope
Im not who you knew
I've been through it
And I've personified the color blue
and all it thinks about is you
So i had to killit off too.. oo

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So now im clearing out messages
Heard she got a thing for intelligence?
Listen Bitches fake they-they're irrelevant
Pour em out like they some beverages
Cut em off like cancerous appendages...
And bask in what revenge it is
And dont be scared
of what i did
See i had to do it.
The pain is there but
that does not permit
That-that does not permit.
And look.
Im not tryna flex
Just showing my respect
Im just showing some respect i guess...

Thats the end too I guess..