"LOSING MY MIND."

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"For me, it is far better to grasp the Universe as it really is than to persist in delusion, however satisfying and reassuring..."

-Carl Sagan.

"To myself I am only a child playing on the beach, while vast oceans of truth lie undiscovered before me."

-Isacc Newton

"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy."

-Martin Luther King Jr.

"The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong."

-Gandhi.

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Them others weak
they be actin like
they need that feat
They too mainstream
I just need release
to get some sleep...
that's what I need...

I still be looking out that window
Yeah and keeping up that cash flow
Making sure they all know...

don't burn that shit
But burn that bridge,
Cuz fuck that bitch
Keep that philosophy
I just try an be
Something good in the world
I just try an be
Something that's not me.
Something that makes me keep.
That makes me bleed.
Fast asleep.
Its not that deep..

Okay I got some problems
How can I solvem?
I feel so alone.
Like no ones home.
Cuz no one hits my phone.
I just cant condone.

Guess ill face this shit by myself?
Huh?
She got me feeling like
Lifes better on the shelf...
Duh. Hah

Lie? I wouldn't.
To you? I couldn't
You don't know how I feel.
Hunger makes me feel alive.
Stress is the only thing on my mind.
Like I said,
This life not kind.
I already lost all mine.
Whats in my mind?
Where is my mind???
...
Where the fucks my mind?
....
Where the fucks my mind?

I remember thirteen
Yeah when I was just a teen
How could i forget
Any of the team
We didnt know shit
Yeah and what our click
Did for fun?
We throw rocks at houses
And then we run. (64)

Man I remember sixteen
In the whip sippin lean
we was driving a hot box
Gettin stopped by dumb cops...
Man that was shit.
But now I fucking laugh about it...

Rembering seventeen...
Cuz thats the year the world lost.
And I know that
We couldn't have fought.
Our memories...
Fuck them enemies
They dont exist
So wheres the exit?

Get me out
I tell myself
This just the drought.
This aint reality
Nothings real, you see.
To me thats not demeaning
See were just all dreaming
Lyrically I dont give a fuck
Spiritually I might need some luck
Them drugs you better tuck
Yeah...

And
Just remember
Your rhymes are straight power
Like them bricks
of pure powder
And that loud
That Doesnt
get much
Fucking louder.

"Mannnnn
Imso sad i dont know if i can fucking take it i swear to god im losing my fucking mind i dont know what the fuck is real man i dont even feel like im truly alive...

You ever feel that emptiness inside of.you?
It.mocks you. It.tell you thaf you are nothing. Whorthless. Just another nobody
I stay looking up.at the sky i swear it..
I swear i know it all and its all nothing. I swear.... i fucking swear..."

-me... Bitch I dont care i just qouted myself fuck you mean mf...

Thats.. thats not figuratively... ju- just so you know im not- that, that was I dont know can you- can I do that?

....

Yeah i dont know if you can do that.
I might have to sue myself.

Fuck the gram police yeo

Fuck all of them that talked down on my name.

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