letters assembled.

control.

I have lost my mind and found it.

I lie, to say i have found peace.

Because peace has found me.

I've been thinking about death a lot lately.
I miss her.

You know its almost been 8 months, or something like that.

4/20 was the last time I saw you.

Smiling. As always.

I wish I could tell you how awesome you were. How much everyone loved you.

I wish I could tell you how cute that vein under your eye was to me.

How special you were.

You know the fucked up part? We weren't even that close.

I think thats why what happened gets to me the way it does, why I cant forget you.

You were always so funny so full of life, you're the last damn person i thought I would see get their life taken from them.

I wish I knew who did this. I wish I could make this right. I wish someone else cared.

I just cant get that last time i saw you out of my head. You pulling off from right in front of me in the passenger seat.

I miss you.