AU Sans X Reader one shots

Gastersans X Reader

I rotated my hands around feeling them falling asleep on me. I opened and closed them for good measure getting the blood flowing.

My movements created echos against the walls all of them bouncing back to me. Only showing more of just how empty this room was, How I was alone.

My head hung low, staring at the floor dully, below me. My lips were dry and I was sure my hair was a mess, but that didn't matter at the moment.

I wondered if I was a bad person...if I had done something wrong. I thought about it more and more, but found nothing in my memories, but...if that was the case then why?

Why am I chained up like some kind of animal!

Sometimes....sometimes, I get angry, but these short burts of rage on last for a few seconds, then what came next were the tears.

I wondered why they did this to me. Why would they betray me like this. I could question myself repeatedly but the answer would never come.

I slightly pulled at the chains that had me restrained, trying to ease a bit of movement into my arms then I stopped. I would try to make less movements than I have to, mostly because I hate the sound of these chains.....these chains that keep me here.

Sometimes it hurts....I don't mean the chains, though they have burned scars into my wrists and ankles from struggling against them so much in the past.

But I mean inside, it hurts. They hurt me and have no intention on forgiving them even if they begged for forgiveness. They betrayed my trust, they...they...how could they do this to me.

And so it goes again.

I wonder if I've done something wrong, if maybe I've hurt them in some way. But again the answer will never come. I will forever stay in this dark room chained up.

I don't deserve this do I?....Perhaps I do, otherwise I wouldn't be here. I would be outside, smiling and laughing happily, eating food, having fun.......being free.

I've had a lot of time to think about freedom, and over the weeks and months it's eating has changed. Before it was getting out of this place and being able to feel that cold snowy air again, or feeling the humid heat.

But now...it's anything that would free me from my mortal body and end this nightmare. I oh so wanted to believe this was a nightmare and no matter how hard I tried I never woke up. I wished I never fell into thus crappy place, if I hadn't I wouldn't of been here.

My negative thoughts always come back to haunt me, my hatred and sadness, my undying weakness.

I ....don't even know what I want anymore...I feel like any form of persistence has left me. I feel like I am shell of myself.

I let out a pitiful laugh.

You know what's funny, I sometimes wished and screamed inside my head for them to save me.To come and take me away from this place, to help me like this was some kind of hero movie.But no I've been in here for 5 months, and I haven't seen a single person, not one.

I'd wonder if by any chance they had all died for dome reason and I would find myself feeling sad...or being happy. Happy because they deserved it, for putting me in here.

What had I ever done to them?

I believe my mind was breaking, my sanity was slipping away from me. I was in emotional turmoil and I had no way of fixing it. It was inner fight with myself and I wasn't sure who was winning, and I believe I didn't care anymore, why should I care, it's not like it mattered, nothing mattered anymore.