AU Sans X Reader one shots

Geno Sans X Split personality reader

All my life I've always been alone. No one accepeted me and as always I was cast off...because I was different. I bear the sins of many lives I've taken on the surface....this unbearable burden gnaws at me at every single hour, but although a killer, I am.never caught...and never suspected you can say I pull the perfect crime. I dont mean for this to happen ,I dont want this to happen but I cant help it, I just can't.

I climbed that mountain to end it all, to stop the pain, to stop hurting people. I decided to end my life and jumped down that hole to never return....but unfortunately that didnt happen.

Instead I met monsters...they were kind, they welcomed me, filled me with warmth I never I had, I had expected myself to have died when I reached the bottom but instead this happened. I warned them, I told them not to get close to me...but they didnt listen. I loved them all...I truly did, they were the best thing that could of ever happened to me but I couldnt place myself beside them...I didnt want to hurt them...but of course it was inevitable.

I was just another disaster that made itself present in place of peacefulness. Soon enough the voices came to me and I listened...I always listened and I knew I shouldnt but I was scared.

'Dont trust them' it would tell me

'They will only hurt you just like they did' it would whisper

'Kill them before they kill yoi" it would lull

'They deserve it, after what they did to you' it would coo

'Dont spare them give them no mercy' its voice would rise

'Kill,kill,kill kill,kill kill,kill,kill,kill,kill kill,kill,kill' it would repeat over and over and over again

Until it would come to a stop and the voice would speak clearly to me.

'You know you enjoy it, you know its fun, show them your true self, make them feel pain' and then I would snap

Before I even knew it dust would be scattered , some littered on the floor and some on my hands and clothes. When I got ahold of myself and realised what I was doing I would panick. I look at my hands and dust would switch to blood back and forth and back and forth.

Again I have taken innocent lives...again I have added to this sin of mines.

I wished to undo the damage I caused but of course I can never take it back...at least thats what I thought. I had start over.

Toriel, undyne, alphys, asgore, papyrus, and sans....they were alive, rvery monster I harmed were alive and seemed to have no recollection...except one.

I would start back at where I fell, the same patch of flowers but I would decide to stay there where I cant hurt anyone..but eventually she would come and find me, and I would end up going with her and so the journey continues again.

I made the same mistake more than once and I bore hatred into myself...Ive tried killing myself indefinentaly and it dosent work. I would sob, crying because I cant get rid of myself, because I will continue to hurt the people I love.

....

I was back in the snowy depths of snowdin. I walked amongst the trees and my legs finally gave away as I fell to the snow. I huddled holding my head and grabbing my hair as I leaned against a tree.

The voice was back again, this side of me that I hated, this side of me that had a wicked thirts of blood, this side of me who only wished to inflict pain. I couldnt take it any more, I wanted this all to end why must this torture continue, why must I still be alive, why the hell couldnt I die!!!

I deserved to be alone, I dont care if I was locked far away sentenced to never ending solitude as long as everyone would be okay.

The voice beckoned at me and I fought against it whimpering.