Realization

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There is some triggering content in this chapter which includes self-harm.

"Would you like to see the grounds first? Or would you like me to show you around the house?" Finn inquired after exiting the tense atmosphere of the dining room. I considered for a moment.

"I think it would be more reasonable to show me the house first and then we can move onto the grounds," I answered. He nodded, smiled and began walking.

After showing me around the house, he brought me through a set of glass double doors at the rear of the house, that weren't locked, and I was instantly hit with the cold night air. I shivered slightly and Finn must've noticed because he wrapped his arm around my shoulders and brought me closer towards the heat of his body. His body heat acted like a cocoon of warmth. I snuggled closer to him and he smiled. The garden was beautiful. It was surrounded by a tall wall and I could spot the tops of some trees at the top. There was a water fountain, in the middle at the back of the house, which had stone cherubs playing in the middle.

Finn pulled me towards the fountain and we sat on the bench that was behind it. The fountain, I know noticed, was made of marble as was the bench. I laid my head on his shoulder and we sat there in comfortable silence. I'd have to get over the wall to escape as the only space to exit was a gate as tall as the wall and I'm sure that it'd be locked. I thought I'd use the door we'd came from as it seemed like the only unlocked door I'd seen.

"I'm sorry Elena but it won't work," he startled me from my thoughts. I looked at him surprised and scared but he was looking at the fountain seemingly deep in thought. Could he read my thoughts?

"What...?" I started. He looked at me.

"I know what you're thinking, you think you can leave but it won't work, Klaus will find you and he will hurt you and your family," he interrupted. I pulled away from him immediately like he'd burned me. He looked offended but I couldn't bring myself to care. I thought back to what I'd learned that he'd done to Katherine and I internally cringed. I wouldn't let Jeremy face the flashback of my actions. And I couldn't live my life on the run, he'd catch up to me eventually. I couldn't stay here though. Not with these monsters.

I stood and didn't look back to see what Finn's reaction would be, "I'd like to go back inside now." I kept my voice devoid of emotion and I heard Finn stand up behind me. He grabbed my wrist a whirled me around to face him. Our chests were touching and I felt slightly comfortable in such close proximity.

"Elena, I really am sorry for the way my family has treated you," he sat back down again, his head in his hands. I joined him on the bench once again and just stared at the floor. I sensed he wanted to continue so I just remained silent, respectfully. "It hasn't always been this way, when we were human our father would always be harsher on Niklaus but he'd always take it without complaint and he'd even take beatings for Rebekah, Kol and..." he took a shaky breath, "Henrik." I'd heard about their younger brother. "Niklaus was very caring and he didn't have a bad bone in his body but over the years he's started to morph into our father almost. He has a very short temper and he acts as though he cares about no one but himself, and sometimes Rebekah, but it's all a façade due to his belief that love is a person's greatest weakness. Rebekah I believe has started to believe that also, she's been hurt by a lot of her past loves and often Niklaus does too. She always wanted to get married and have kids but when we were turned that was not possible and over the years she's resented what we are and who she is. Kol is stuck in the body of an 18 year old boy and he still gets all the hormones that a boy of his age would and he's always been the joker of the family. But do be careful with him because he's also a hothead, he wouldn't bat an eyelash to hurt you so just be careful, even Niklaus fears him sometimes and that should be warning enough. And Elijah may come off as controlled and emotionless but he's just reserved about he lets in. I'm sure you've heard of his affection for both your ancestors?" I nodded. "Well they both broke his heart, I watched as Tatia played with both of my brothers and it was not easy. She'd go out with Elijah and then sneak off with Niklaus. Excuse my language but I believe she was, as you say in your day and age, a slut." I supressed a giggle at hearing a thousand year old vampire saying 'slut.' "And, from what I've been told by my other siblings, Katherine played Elijah like a fiddle and then ran off after making him fall for her. Elijah swore to never fall for another Petrova after that." He looked at me then and I took in all the information Finn had fed me then realisation hit me.

"What about you? What's your story?" I wondered why he'd left himself out of the conversation. I regretted my questioning when he turned his head away from me and stared at the ground. "I'm sorry, you don't have to tell me," I was slightly disappointed that he wouldn't tell me more about himself. I shivered again as the cold started to hit me again. I missed the warmth that radiated of Finn's body.

"Come on let's take you inside before you get hypothermia," he joked standing up and holding his hand out for me to take. I was reluctant to follow his lead. I felt so free outside, I didn't want to be a prisoner again. He seemed to notice my reluctance, "You can come out here whenever you like but just with more clothes on and maybe in the daytime." I suddenly felt a wave of happiness. I took his offered hand and stood up and we walked along in comfortable silence.

When we reached the door of my room we said our goodnights and I went on the tips of my toes to place a soft kiss against his lips. I pulled back and his eyes were almost bugging out of his head and his mouth was wide open, he shut it and then opened it again, like a fish. I giggled and shut the door to my room. I'd speak to Elijah tomorrow about our kiss and I'd deal with Kol also. I stripped off and decided to sleep naked as it had gone hot in my room. I climbed into my bed and I slowly drifted off to sleep.

I was in a dark room, my hands suspended above my head. A light was turned on and I found myself in the same room Klaus had tortured me in. I should've been scared but I wasn't, instead I found myself excited.

"Who's been a bad girl?" a voice in the darkness spoke, it sounded a lot like Klaus. I felt wetness pool between my legs and I looked down, realising I was naked. Why was I getting aroused? I should be disgusted.

"Me, I need to be punished," another voice spoke and then I realised it was my own. What the hell?

"Mmm, I agree," another joined in the conversation, Kol. How did I get here? What are they doing? Why am I naked? I felt something cold hit my back and wetness began pouring down my back and then I felt a tongue lapping at it. I moaned despite the pain I was in. They repeated the action a couple times and my body betrayed me by moaning and getting aroused by their reactions. Then Klaus and Kol stood in front of me, naked. My eyes widened taking in their forms. They both were ripped and they cocks were larger than any I'd ever seen. Klaus' was thicker whereas Kol's was longer. They began stroking their appendages looking me up and down. Kol moved to behind me and whispered in my ear. "You're so hot darling." I realised both men had gotten a lot closer.

"Please," I begged. They looked at each other and smirked. Then all of a sudden I had a finger in my pussy and another in my virgin asshole. I gasped then moaned. Then one finger turned into two then three. Then I felt the head of Kol's dick against my now stretched asshole and before I could even contemplate what he was doing he thrust deep into me and groaned. Then Klaus pushed into my pussy...

I screamed and bolted upright. I jumped out of my bed afraid that if I stayed there my sleep would once again take me. All of a sudden my door was off its hinges and there stood Elijah and Finn. They looked like they'd just woke up and they looked very concerned. It wasn't even ten seconds before Klaus and Kol joined them. I backed away when I saw all their eyes on me, running over my body... Shit, I forgot I was naked. I looked into each of their eyes and all I saw was hunger and lust. I ran into the bathroom when Finn started to approach me. I slammed the door shut and locked it. I started to sob.

"Elena will you please let me in?" Finn begged from the other side of the door. "I'm sorry I reacted like that."

"No, just leave me alone, I'm going for a shower." I shouted in reply. I knew they were all still there. I heard him sigh on the other side of the door and when I heard their retreating footsteps I turned the shower on a waited for the water to warm up. I looked in the mirror and I had horribly dark under eye circles. I climbed into the shower and I really wanted to forget about the nightmare I was just forced to see. When the warmth of the shower didn't seem to help, I grabbed the razor that sat next to the taps of the bath. Maybe if I die it'll all end now? I pulled the razor apart and I held one of the blades in my hand. I pushed it against my wrist as forcefully as I could and dragged quickly, I repeated the action on my other wrist. I continued making both cuts deeper until I felt dizzy from the blood loss then it all went dark...

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