The Chance is Lost...

The Truth

Lizzy's P.o.v

I knew Leo didn't mean to hit me...it was my fault....I...

"Liz, are you okay?" Ricky says as he is still holding me in his arms.

I nod and squirm out of his arms.I didn't want to be close to anyone I just wanted to be alone and feel guilty for all of this. I knew this was my fault. I stand up and try to run to my room, but I am stopped my Ricky holding my hand.I stop and look down at him he smiles and I look away. I untangle my hand from his and start walking to my room.I hear him get up and start walking to me. As I get closer to the stairs I dash upstairs to my room. I run into  my bathroom and turn on the water. I didn't care if I still had my clothes on I just hopped into the shower and sit down on the cold ground. I let the cold water flow down my face.After a couple minutes I hear my phone ring. I don't answer I was sure it was Rick. I just let the voice mail go on and wait to see what Rick had to tell me. As soon as the I hear the heartbroken voice of  Leo saying, " I'm sorry Liz you know I didn't mean to....I just wanted to say Goodbye." I get out of the shower as quick as I could and answered. 

"Leo...I..its my fault!" I say as I try not to cry.

"No it isn't it was mine...I'm saying goodbye now and forever...I am gonna leave you and Ricky he is right I don't deserve you!" He says as his voice beings to soften.

"NO!! LEO I LOVE YOU!! NOT HIM!! Come to my house please Ricky is gone I want to talk to you about something before you leave..." I say.

"I...i will...ill be there in 5 minutes I need to do something first." He says as he cuts the call.

I couldn't believe he agreed to come over. I just wanted to hug him and cry in his arms, but I couldn't. I had to tell him what has been going on with my life before he leaves. I get out of the shower soaked wet in my clothes and put a towel around me. I went to my closet and picked out some Superman PJ's. I go in the bathroom and completely change. I didn't care about how I looked anymore. I had other things to worry about right now.As soon as I brushed my hair and put my slippers on I went downstairs to confirm Ricky was gone and then I could wait for Leo.As I was about to make myself a sandwich I hear the doorbell ring.I checked who it was. It was Kim? I had no idea what she was doing here so I didn't let her in. Plus I hate her. As I turned the T.V I hear someone come in through the back door. I knew it was Leo he is the only one who knows where the keys are hidden. I still got a pan to make sure it wasn't some weirdo getting in my house. It wasn't as soon as I heard someone hit themselves against the hallway furniture like four times I knew it was Leo. I put down the pan and went back to watching TV. As soon as I Leo in the living room I ran up to him and hugged him. He was too shocked but he still hugged me. Once we stopped hugging each other we went to the living room and sat down on the couch.

"Liz what did you want to tell me..it sounded important." He says softly.

"Leo you know I love you soo..uhh I would tell you anything.."

"Yes I love you too Liz and yes you can tell me anything."

"Before I show you something please promise me that you wont get mad" I say hesitantly.

"I promise you Liz" He replies.

I tense and didn't want to show him anymore but I did. I showed him the scars on my arms. I try to show him quickly and pulls my sleeves down before he gets a chance to really see them, but he grabs my hands and stares at them.

"Liz.....did you do this?" He says as he starts to cry.