The Chance is Lost...

This cant be happening

~Few weeks later..~

Liz's P.O.V

After endless weeks of calls,terrible nightmares, and being afraid to even go anywhere I gathered my courage again. With the help of Nico and Jake to try to begin fresh. Even though I still had to got school I wasn't afraid because Nico and/or Jake were there for me. At least most of the time.It was a school week and I was walking out of school getting ready to head home.

"Hey Liz.." I hear Alyssa say and I flinch.

"O-ohh Hey Alyssa,.....how is it going?" I stammer.

"Great...but not really...since you know what happened Im okay as long as you're okay....Are you okay now?" She asks

"Great.." I lied and put on a smile.

"Oh are you sure?" She asks.

"Yeah...I'm totally sure.." I nervously say,

"Mhmm I know you're not..come here.." She says as she puts out her arms out for me to hug her.

"No.." I said..

"Cmon Liz its okay.." She says.

"No...stop.. I don't need hugs..Goodbye." I say as I dash for Nico's black car.

"Wait! Liz." Alyssa says as she runs after me.

But I run faster and get into my brothers car first. Before I put my stuff dow, I lock all the doors and crawl to the backseat where I could go just relax and have some more space.I put my head in my hand and before I could relax and take a few deep breathes to stay calm I hear someone knock on the car window. I look up and realize its Alyssa peering in through the window with a worried look on her face.

"Go away..please" I say.

"Liz you cant be like this.." I kind of  hear her say.

"Just go away.." 

"Liz...cmon you have to at least try.." She says.

"I do...I try very hard...you just don't understand.." I say.

"I..yes..just cmon you have to tr-" She was cut off by Nico.

"Its okay Alyssa she has done progress....she does try I've seen her...just give her more time." Nico says.

"B-b-but she...." I didn't get to hear what she was going to say because Nico took her and talked to her somewhere else.

I put my head in my hands and thought about the good things in life. I thought about me and Nico as kids.Me and Leo at the park. Oh how I wish Leo was here  to make me feel at least a little bit better. As I was starting to smile a little of the thought of Leo, Nico opened the car door and startled me.

"Why is that chu is smiling?" He asks with a smile on his face.

"Because...I was thinking of good memories..Can chu drive now?" I say.

"It would be a pleasure." He says and turns on the radio.He complained at first on how this music isnt his liking. Then, He decided to plug in his phone and play his own type of music.He played 'Legacy' by BVB and started singing. 

"Shh...Nico I'm trying to listen not hear you sing." I say and laugh.

"Well...hmmm you're not going to use the guitar I gave you for a week if you don't let me sing." He smirks.

I immediately shut right up even though I knew he was playing.I mean Nico wouldn't take something I liked away for whatever reason.He knew I would get mad at him sometimes and he hated the silent treatment.