Je n'attendais que ça ! [BxB]

Chapitre 8

Je décide de retourner près de la maison abandonnée même si Aïden risque d'y être rester. J'ai besoin de décompresser. Mon père m'arrête. Il regarde mes yeux rouges et encore humides.

«Papa : Qu'es qu'il y a ?

Moi : Rien ne t'inquiète pas. Je sors juste prendre l'air.

Papa : Mais tu n'es pas déjà sorti ?

Moi : Si mais il fait bon dehors.

Papa : Bon d'accord mais ne rentre pas trop tard. »

J'arrive et décide de rentrer dans la maison. Il y a un petit passage bien caché pour pouvoir rentrer. Je ne sais pas pourquoi mais je m'y sens bien. Je décide de chanter. Quand je vais mal, la tristesse me quitte lorsque je chante.

I've missed your calls for months it seems
Don't realize how mean I can be
'Cause I can sometimes treat the people
That I love like jewelry
'Cause I can change my mind each day
I didn't mean to try you on
But I still know your birthday
And your mother's favorite song

So I'm sorry to my unknown lover
Sorry that I can't believe that anybody ever really
Starts to fall in love with me
Sorry to my unknown lover
Sorry I could be so blind
Didn't mean to leave you
And all of the things that we had behind

Oh
Oh
Oh

I run away when things are good
And never really understood
The way you laid your eyes on me
In ways that no one ever could
And so it seems I broke your heart
My ignorance has struck again
I failed to see it from the start
And tore you open 'til the end

And I'm sorry to my unknown lover
Sorry that I can't believe that anybody ever really
Starts to fall in love with me
Sorry to my unknown lover
Sorry I could be so blind
Didn't mean to leave you
And all of the things that we had behind

And someone will love you
Someone will love you
Someone will love you
But someone isn't me
Someone will love you
Someone will love you
Someone will love you
But someone isn't me

Sorry to my unknown lover
Sorry that I can't believe that anybody ever really
Starts to fall in love with me
Sorry to my unknown lover
Sorry I could be so blind
Didn't mean to leave you
And all of the things that we had behind

And someone will love you
Someone will love you
Someone will love you
But someone isn't me
And someone will love you
Someone will love you
Someone will love you
But someone isn't me

Vous n'imaginez pas à quel point cette chanson m'apaise... Il est 17h03. Je rentre. Je dîne avec ma famille et vais me coucher la tête lourde de pensées et de questions.

Salut à tous! Je sais que ce chapitre est cours mais on en apprend un peu plus sur la personnalité d'Hugo. Voilà...

PS : N'hésitez pas à aller voir sur YouTube la chanson. Sorry de Halsey.