drawings

9

I didn't write this chapter out before I typed it so be patient with errors I make lol. 
Enjoy(: 

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When I woke up I realized I was in my own bed. I sat up, wiping sleepiness out of my eyes and looked around trying to find Josh. I wouldn't exactly admit this out loud, but I'd rather be laying on him right now than in my own bed. 

I got up, and wandered through my house quietly. Once I reached my living room I see Brendon and Josh sprawled out on my two couches. I smile at the sight, they were both too sweet. I decide it best to have them some food for when they wake up and go into my kitchen to start Brendon's pancakes and some eggs and bacon. 

After Brendon's plate was set up, I got him a small cup and filled it with orange juice.
I smiled to myself thinking about how easy Brendon is pleased by such childish things. 
I walked into the living room again and slowly nudged Brendon awake, when his eyes fluttered open he smiled up at me. 
"Bren, there's food for you in the kitchen."
Brendon nodded excitedly and walked off towards his favorite breakfast meal. 

I looked over to Josh, and admired his beautiful features. He was truly a God sent human being, and from what I've seen he's got an amazingly sweet personality. I step in front of Josh, and nudge him awake as well. 
His eyes opened, and Tyler's breathing stuttered for a moment. He forgot how beautiful his eyes were. "There's some food in the kitchen." I force out. 
He nods, and I go back into the kitchen with Josh following. 

After we had finished eating, Brendon had mentioned having to leave to make sure the store was doing okay, we said our goodbyes and Josh and I were sitting alone. 

He still had the distressed look on his face he had yesterday. 
"Tyler." He said with a raspy voice. 
"Yes?" I squeaked, knowing exactly where this conversation was going. 
"Why?" he questions sadly. 
"What do you mean?" I say, staring off into the distance trying to act like yesterday never happened. 
"Tyler," he practically whines, "you know exactly what I mean!" 
I jump a little at his outburst, and his face softens. He takes my hands in his, "Tyler, you need someone to help you. I'm here. You do have people who love you, and I can't force you but you do need to get better help than us." 
"Josh, you just met me." I say harshly. 
He lets go of my hands, "I understand that, but that doesn't change any of that. I will leave you be, I see I may have crossed a line and I apologize. I'm next door if you need me." And with that, Josh stands up and leaves. I can't take my eyes off of him as he goes, he was doing things to me and making me feel worth something when he was around. 

I cleaned up my kitchen and decided I wanted to do some more writing, when I sat on my trampoline and thought about the past 2 days, I felt full of inspiration.
I finished and sung out the whole song, deciding to name it 'Prove Me Wrong'

I look up and notice Josh was there, I sure hope he wasn't watching the whole time.