Finally Complete (Sequel to Heartbreak)//L.P.

Every Tear Drop Is A Waterfall

I'm sorry for lack of updating, but just been super busy!

Uh... but anways i'll try to update as much as possible, but that'll be hard because i needed to focus on school.. STINKING GRADES! hehehehehe ANYWAYS!

Now the moment you've all been waiting for... What happened to Casey?

SONGS: Fix You by Coldplay and Every Tear Drop is A Waterfall cover by Boyce Avenue

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Madz xx

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Oh my God, this can not be happening right now. I'm absolutely bawling. It feels like I've been doing that all my life now. But it's different. Do you know what it feels like to lose everything, have something or someone slip away in a blink of an eye. If you do, we are on the same boat, but if you don't it's horrid. I had to cut my beautiful vacation to run home to Casey. Right now I'm sitting in the waiting room of the familiar hospital. Everything is sad now. I feel like I'm surrounded by nothing but white. White walls, white tile floors and people with white aprons. There is no color what so ever in this building. I hate hospitals, I've hated since, well you know... Liam is pacing back and forth, his eyes are red and puffy. He was trying to keep me calm, but I kind of snapped. I didn't mean to. It's just this is way harder than anything in my life. I can't lose her, she was my everything, besides Liam. Louis and the rest of the boys and girls were on the otherside of me. I don't know what happened, no one will tell me, they just told me it was an accident. They didn't know. KNOW WHAT!? "Liam and Maddie Payne?" I knew that voice, it was Hamilton. I shot my head up as I was staring at the floor letting my tears fall. "Is she doing okay?" Liam asked walking over to Hamilton, I followed slowly behind. The look on his face was heart breaking. I knew what he was going to say, I knew it. I bit my lip trying not to cry harder than I already was. I bit so hard to where I could feel the sour taste of blood flow across my lips, Hamilton looked between us, than down at his papers than back at us. Dude, please tell us what the fuck is wrong with our baby! He cleared his throat, scratched the back of his head, and looked through the papers again. "I'm sorry! Can you please just tell us what is going on?" I insisted getting antsy, I can't take it any longer. "Casey..." I knew it. "She's..." Holy shit, spit it out! "She's dead isn't she?" I asked as my sight became blurry again. Hamilton looked Liam, who looked at me, I couldn't look anywhere. So I ran.

Now I don't know where I am. I'm just like a lost puppy on the streets of London. I went passed alley ways, crossed streets during traffic, really all I wanted to do was curl up and cry. But I've realized crying won't get you anywhere. My phone kept buzzing, but I couldn't pick it up. I finally landed in a park, that same park where Liam proposed, a month after we brought Casey home. I walked over to a small bench and sat. Just staring into space. Praying to God, that Casey is okay. She'll be with him now. I looked down at my feet and covered my face. My hands rubbed furiously over my tears. I was done. I feel like I've lost everything. That sound's a bit depressing, because I honestly haven't lost everything. I haven't lost Liam, and I'm not planning on that. Never in a million years. I sobbed, I quietly just cried, probably cried a river.

The only thing that was going through my mind was, 'What happened while we were gone?' That's all I want to know, is what happened, and why couldn't Louis tell me. All he said on the phone was, "You need to come home." I tried to think of all the possibilities of what happened to my Casey. I know none of them would hurt her, they wouldn't dare, they love her too much. She was basically their neice. Maybe she fell? Maybe that's why Harry tried to blame Jazzy. But no, that can't be right. I just sat there thinking. It started dark and cold, and I didn't have a ride home. "There she is!" I heard someone yell from behind me, I knew who that was, Liam. I couldn't look up, I couldn't show any of them how much of a wreck was. I just can't. I heard the footsteps come quicker and closer. The shoes squeaking and slipping across the wet grass. It rained, perfect. I felt someone's arm around my shoulder as the salty wet tears dripped from my eyes. I was pulled into a warm embrace where I cried into Liam's chest. I knew it was Liam, because one, he smelled like him and the gold wedding ring. I slowly heard the faint steps in the distance going back the other way. "We'll leave you be." Niall called walking away. I just sat there, still, unmoving. I was too weak from all the crying.

We just sat there, I could tell he was crying, but quietly, the tears fell on my hand as it rested on his chest. That's all I needed was silence, that's all we needed. Just our quiet sobs making noise. I finally got the courage to say something, but when I opened my mouth nothing came out. Just my breath because of the cold. Liam gave me his jacket to keep me warm, but honestly just being in the warm embrace made me feel hot. I looked up into his brown eyes, just staring as the tears fell down his face landing on his shirt that was already soaked from mine. I wiped a tear away from his eye and sniffled. Okay Maddie, you can do this. Just ask him what happened. I took a deep breath swallowing the lump in my throat, "What happened?" Liam looked at me, debating whether to tell me here, but I wanted to know, I needed to. "She fell." Just the simplest words made my heart break even more than it already is. "How?" Was my next question, "She slipped through Louis' arms. She was laughing, and wiggling too much. Maddie you need to know this isn't anyone's fault," I took a deep breath trying to compose what I wanted to say. "She was a wiggler and you know that, she had the same laugh you do, the way both your bodies shake with amusement... It happened so quickly, there wasn't time to catch her. Maddie they did all they could to help her. They loved her, just as much as we did and do. She'll always be yours. She died this evening. They said she was doing okay, responding treatment, they said that wasn't normal for a one year old." He half chuckled, "But later tonight, her heart just stopped. Hamilton said that's common after a fatal fall. She had a bad concussion, and I guess Gods decision was to let her go." Liam inhaled before he started again. "Maddie I know this is hard. But we'll get through this. I promise. I won't let you live this down, I don't want you to blame yourself. We'll get passed this together. Just promise me, that you'll get through this with me, for Casey?" He half stated, half questioned.

I just sat there, I wanted to go home. I wanted to go Oregon. But I know running away from your problem isn't going to help. So like Liam said, we'll get through this together. "I just don't know. I've lost her, like I've lost my parents. My sister. I almost lost my brother. I've lost everyone that is closest to me, everyone except you. And I don't want that to happen. And I'm not going to let that happen. Liam to be honest, I'm utterly scared. I can't do this by myself." Liam stood up and took my hand, "I promise you that you won't go through this alone. I know you've had the toughest life, I know your broken. And I'm here to fix it. And I'm sure as hell that I'm not ever going to leave. Don't ever say something like that. Again. Maddie I love you, and I can't live my life without you. But I'll fix you up. I'll put your pieces of your heart back together. I promise. I'll love you always, and I'll love you forever."