I Will Forever Love Liam Payne

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Hello! So this is chapter 39, and I've decided that this is my last chapter. Chapter 40 WILL be the EPILOGUE! So look forward to that.

I would like to thank the people who were in this story:

@Jasmiinaa- Zayn's lover and wife. You brought so much love and life to the story! I love you!

@Star_in_the_sky- Maddie's best friend, Harry's girl. You were a wonderful character, brought joy and love to the story.

@EnglishPanda-- Niall's girl. Thanks for being awesome. Bringing laughter to the story.

And of course the boys of One Direction!

I love you. I know this was a fanfiction, but the characters brought so much warm energy, life and laughter. I swear if any of them read this, i will bury myself in my bed covers and cry and die.... That would be embarassing... HA

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I actually cried finishing this. I got sooo attached, which is a bit strange. I don't know this was my first fanfic.. well A New Life was, but this was the sequel, that's why i am more attached, if that makes sense.

Now i'm just rambling... GR!

Okay so I'll be gone for 3 weeks! :( May bring my computer with me, may not... But if i do, we'll see if i have time to put the EPILOGUE up...

But enjoy the last chapter!

Vote/Comment/ Message me!

Madz x

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It was a month after the wedding between Jazzy and Zayn. It was like watching my brother marry best friend, which is a creepy concept if you really think about it... Micah was their ring man and Amy and Niall's daughter was the flower girl. Did I forget to tell you that? Over the last four years, Niall and Amy gave birth to a little girl, Emma. She looks exactly like Niall. They aren't married yet, but they are like a family.

Overall the wedding was amazingly beautiful. Zayn and Jazzy are on the honeymoon and should be back in another week. Five bucks she'll come home pregnant... HA

"Mumma do you have my Woody doll?" I turned around to Micah, who had a tear in his eye.

"No Micah, I don't. Did you go ask daddy?" I bent down and hugged him before he left to go find Liam.

"DADDDDDDYYY!" I just rolled my eyes.

Kennedy was taking a nap and I was in my office. I making a family scrapbook. It's going to be awesome. I've realized a lot of things since I've been living in this house with Liam. It's been like six or seven years. But I've lived with him for longer. I don't know how I should feel about my family. Don't get me wrong, I think about them from time to time, but it's not like they are on my mind all day. I do find myself crying sometimes after the kids are in bed, crying about how my parents never saw me get married, they never met their grandchildren. I can't get advice from my mom about being a better mother. I don't even know if I'm doing anything right. But hey, Micah is four and lovely and Kennedy is one. I'm sure everything is going well.

I know my parents never wanted me to worry, I know they want me to be happy. And I am, I am very happy. So I'm not going to worry anymore about them. They're in my heart and that's where they will forever be.

And about the killer, I thank him. I know it wasn't right, and I know that it may be my fault, but I guess I'll never know. But like I said I thank him. If he didn't murder my family, I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't be the wife to a popstar, I wouldn't be best friends with four wonderful boys. I wouldn't have my job, the job that I love. And I wouldn't have two beautiful children. That's all I asked for, was to find someone that could love me, for me, even if I was the girl with the horrible parents or the tragic tragedy. I have a family now and that's all I wanted.

"Knock knock." Liam opened the door holding Kennedy, "She wanted you." I looked up from my papers, realizing I was crying.

"Honey, are you okay?"

"Mumma?" Micah walked in behind Liam, "I found my doll- Mummy why are you crying?" Micah came over and sat on my lap.

"I've realized a lot of things." I started, "But this conversation is not right for right now." I looked up at Liam as a tear rolled down my cheek. He gave me half hearted smile before asking Micah to take Kennedy into the kitchen. Micah held Kennedy's hand and they walked out of the room.

I couldn't hold it in any longer. I cried harder. Not just of sadness but also of joy. Liam noticed the tears falling faster and came over to me and picked me up and set me on his lap as I curled up and cried into his shirt. Something I did the very first time I met him. I remember because the shooting was still fresh in my mind and I moved to a whole new place.

"What's wrong baby?" Liam asked before kissing my head,

"I just, I realized, I'm just very happy with my life. I'm not going to lie Liam, I still miss my family. But if it never, I mean... you know," I felt Liam nod, my heart was beating really fast from my tears, "If it never happened, I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't be married to you, I wouldn't have Micah and Kennedy." I took a long breath, "I just, I don't know where I would be if it wasn't for you."

"Maddie. I love you. Don't ever forget that. And you're right. You wouldn't be here if Hunter did what he did. And I'm thankful for that. Maddie, I would have never met you. I wouldn't have fallen in love with you. Heck, Danielle and I could have been a family, but we aren't. I'm with you. And I'll forever be with you."

Liam's words stuck in my brain for a while. He was right. I was his and he was mine. He wouldn't of broken up with Danielle if I wasn't here. Liam showed me how to love others, he showed me how to take care of a family. He showed me that I have four amazing men in my life and they are just other people I love. I love Liam, and that's a fact. I will always love him. I love my children just as much. They're mine and his. And no one can change that.

I remember I was the girl who was always stuck in the past, I needed to move on. And Liam showed me that. I thank him, he brought out a whole new person that I never thought I would see. Liam, the one I love, was the one who brought me back to reality.

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