Lemme Use You To Love You ~ Halren

(7): Say My Name

*SMUT WARNING*

I never thought Ashley would take control. I've always been top, but I surprisingly obeyed. She took my jeans off all of the way and climbs on top of me. She plants a soft kiss on my lips before going to my neck. She kisses agonizingly slow. I bite back a moan, whimpering slightly. God, she's lucky I'm letting her do this or I would've been had her shaking with my name on her lips. She travels down slowly, kissing sloppily. She gets to where I want her, but she kisses my inner thigh, making me groan.

"God, if you don't fucki- oh shit!" I was interrupted by her tongue moving deftly on my folds. I throw my head back, closing my eyes. Soft sighs came from me as she moves slowly. I grip her hair, "Fuck me." She then sucks on my clit and I damn near scream. "Fuck, don't stop...," I sigh. She flicks her tongue deliciously over a certain spot and I jerk up.

I bite my fist, not letting her get the satisfaction of making me weak. She stops and kisses back up my body before crashing her lips to mine. I moan into the kiss before she forcefully shoves her tongue in my mouth. Oh, fuck, I didn't think she'd have this nature to her. She breaks the kiss and looks into my eyes. Here she goes with this love shit. I reach behind her and pull her hair back, "If you don't fuck me, I swear to God."

She squints her eyes at me rubs my clit at an inhumanly fast pace. I take hold of her shoulders, digging my nails into her blades. I hiss pleasurably. "Fuck, keep going," I moan. She gives me the sexiest look and whispers in my ear, "Don't tell me what to do. If I wanna stop, I will." She then bites on my neck and I moan slightly louder.

She backs up, still keeping her pace, but drawing patterns on it. I arch and curl my toes. My eyes screw shut as I feel my orgasm approaching. God, feeling her move like that and the wetness pooling under me. Fuck! "Look at me while you cum, baby." I shiver, her voice just dripping lust. I open my eyes, breathing heavily. She grips the top of my head and I bite my lip. "I want you to say my name," she presses harder and I gasp. Little hairs cling to her slightly sweaty forehead. I drag my nails along her shoulder blades, holding my moans in.

She brings her hand up to my neck, that's when I let go. "Fuck, Mami!" She smirks and slows her pace. She removes her hand and goes down again. Oh, God! I cover my mouth; not wanting to blurt out again. She removes my hands and pins them at my sides. Ooh, her tongue moves in the most sinful ways. My moans gradually intensifies. Fuck it. "Oh...OH FUCK!!" I cum hard in her mouth. She starts to lick me slowly, cleaning my juices. She comes up, my pleasure all on her chin. I chuckle and wipe her mouth before sticking my fingers in my mouth.

I close my eyes and moan, "Mmm...," Ashley just looks at me with wide eyes. She sits up on her knees and I copy. I grab her by her chin and kiss her roughly. She moans lowly; I swear, I could hear those noises all day. We break apart and her eyes flutter seductively. "How was I?" I smile while she looks at me with that submissive look. "Amazing, baby girl. Are you sure you've never eaten pussy before?"

She smiles cutely, "I'm sure. You're my first." I low key blush at that. I caress her face and I see a sparkle. I frown, "No." She sighs sadly, "Why not?" I shake my head, "What is it, Lauren? I have a right to know." I raise an eyebrow disapprovingly, "I told you before." I stand up and collect my articles of clothing. She puts her robe back on, "Can you just talk to me? I hate these secrets you keep. Leaving damn near immediately after sex, never giving me proper answers, like, c'mon, Lauren! For Christ's sake!"

I throw on my shirt, trying to get my shoes on. "Where the hell are my keys?" I mumble, trying to ignore Ashley's rants. "Fucking answer me!" She turns me around and pins me to the bedroom door. I stare her down, "I don't have to tell you shit," I grit. "Like we said, we hate each other." Her expression softens as she say, "I honestly don't." She lets me go and steps back.

"Y'know, I never really knew what I saw in you. Maybe it was that look, the way you'd say my name, how good you make me feel. For that time, I feel like...you actually want me. All you want is my body, though." I scoff and roll my eyes, "You're not the only one." She tilts her head to the side slightly before whispering, "What?" I stuff my hands in my pockets and shrug, "I fuck four other girls as often as I fuck you. I actually just came back from fucking someone."

Oh no. She better not cry. A single tear rolls down her cheek and she quickly wipes it. "Who are they?" I stay silent, but before she could say anything, I say, "My business, not yours." We never broke our intense eye contact. Damn, her eyes are beaut- shut the fuck up, Jauregui. She closes her eyes and takes a deep breath. She covers her face and slowly drop to her knees.

Soft sobs are heard and deep down, I feel like shit. I run my hand through my messy hair. "I warned you. Don't make me make you fall in love with somebody like me. Nobody needs to fall in love," my voice was low and soft. She uncovers her face, eyes red. "I DIDN'T ASK TO FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU!!! YOU MADE ME!!"

"I DID NOT!! DON'T PUT THIS SHIT ON ME!!"

"YOU'RE THE REASON WHY I CRY AT NIGHT!! I JUST WANT YOU TO LOVE ME!!"

"WHO SAID I DON'T?!"

"YOU DID!!! MAKE UP YOUR FUCKING MIND, LAUREN!!!"

"JUST FUCKING FALL OUT OF LOVE, ASHLEY!!!"

"HOW WHEN I SEE YOU AT LEAST TWICE A WEEK?! WHEN YOU'RE IN MY BED?! WHEN YOU LOOK AT ME THE WAY YOU DO?! ADMIT IT, LAUREN!! YOU LOVE ME JUST AS MUCH!!!"

Silence. She stands up and takes a slow step towards me. "You do love me." My lips stay a thin line. Do I love her? I really just love her sex drive and her perfect body. I growl in frustration. "I'm fucked up, okay?! I will never love! I literally just fucked a married woman while her wife left for her parents'. Oh, haha, did I mention she's the older sister of the ex that destroyed me?! Yeah, I fucked my ex's married sister...why, I dunno. Fall out of love and do it fast." I turn to leave and before I could twist the knob, she goes, "I know who she is."

*I like Yoo Hoo, Takis, butter crunch cookies, and Nerds (candy)