I'll never do it again

Untitled Part 6

Chapter six

Frank's p.o.v

Oh god why did I admit that of course I'm not straight wait but gee isn't straight either

I couldn't think what do I say. Wh-what about Nikki? I choked out immediately regretting it. What about her? she doesn't count Frank! he said visibly upset

I have to go to the bathroom I'll be back in a minute he said jumping up off the bed

Of course I knew he didn't really need to go the bathroom no he was going to go wash his hands for fifteen minutes straight trying to wash her off I followed him. gee?

Gee please I didn't mean to upset you. I'm not upset! He yelled through the door i could hear the water running. It's fine Frank it's not a big deal she just she doesn't count okay? He said sniffling slightly. Id made him cry of course I had I'm such an idiot. Of course gee I don't know why I thought that I should say that I'm sorry please open the door I said n-no I'll b-be out in a minute he said trying not to let on that he'd been crying. Gee please I- yo-you can't wash her off gee you're just gonna hurt yourself no matter how hard you try you can't wash off the memories you can only make more better memories to replace them I said. where had that come from?

Why did I say that I mean yea I would love to help him replace memories of that

Bitch but he was broken and I didn't want to hurt him more. Click rattle* the door opened he looked bad well not like he wasnt hot but his eyes were red and his hands were scrubbed raw and his hair was stuck to his face with tears. Frank? He said shakily. yea? I replied. I think I well I I do believe he stuttered and grabbed me into hug whispering into my ear. In love he said sobbing unto my shoulder b-but I can't have the person I love because they don't love me he cried again still with his head on my shoulder. Gee was in love?gee believed in love? Someone didn't love gee?

That seems impossible. How? How could they not gee? Maybe they just don't show it well I said trying to lead us back towards the bedroom while Gerard still clung to my neck like his life depended on it. And maybe it did because what if I hadn't been there June 1st and he had jumped off that bridge ? Never mind bigger issues right now