Chapter 18
Gees p.o.v
I hugged Frank I had been terrified when I woke up to the door slamming and him staring at me but I should've known Frank would be okay with it after all he loved me didn't he?Frankie? I asked looking up at him from his arms. yea baby?
He replied he must be so confused right now. I think I'm well uh gender fluid? Or gender neutral i don't know I'm not a boy or a girl the words spilled out but I wasn't quite sure what I was saying. Okay babe he said looking down at me and then kissed me on the top of the head. Do you want me to call you something different then Gerard or he? He asked I honestly could've burst in that moment not only was he okay with it I think he was happy and he was obviously supporting me. I realized I was just grinning at him like an idiot. Uh yea umm I think just gee is fine for now I said and they I added. Alright gee he said making sure he used my new name and nickname
You look beautiful he said hugging me tighter thanks I said snuggling into him never really wanting to leave his arms. he laughed when he looked down at me and when I asked why he simply said "bra"and continued laughing I looked down and one half of the bra I was wearing had completely crushed itself I blushed. Wait here he said leaving the room again
Frank's p.o.v
That was a weird turn of event I said to myself walking towards the bathroom
So my boyfriend was my? Date friend? They really need a better name for that
Also my date friend looked amazing in makeup and I had a plan involving that
I grabbed two hand towels from the bathroom cabinet and walked back to the bedroom shutting the door behind me and looking at gee who was sitting on the bed biting their lip I walked up to them and put my hands just under their shirt. Up I said implying that I wanted their shirt off they raised their arms above their head so I could pull their shirt off I took their shirt off and laid it on the bed next to us I pushed the bra cup back outwards from their chest and mumbled something about this probably helping it keep its form rolled one of the wash cloths up and put it in their bra then I did the other one and gave their shirt back to them they put it back on and looked in the mirror wow! they laughed it looks real they said he stood up pulling on flip flops from his closet and sighing I wish I had heels they said
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FanfictionA story between two teenage boys both fucked in the head both figuring they'd be better off dead and neither believing the other is as fucked up as they believe :! Trigger warnings! Self harm, suicide , eating disorders, and possible mentions of...