I'll never do it again

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Chapter fifteen

Gees p.o.v

I really shouldn't be doing this but she never wears it anyways I ran quickly to my mothers room I knew no one was home but I didn't want to be in the hall way any longer then I had too I opened the makeup chest she had sat on dresser and looked in I didn't want to do a ton of makeup but what would I do beside I didn't even know how to put it on well except eyeliner I could do really good eyeliner but that's it I figured that lipstick and mascara couldn't that hard and selected a bright red tone of lipstick and jet black mascara and eyeliner I shut the box quickly and ran back to the mirror in my room shutting the door behind me the lipstick was fairly easy but I have to admit that mascara was hard then it looked when I finally got it all on I stopped took a step back and looked in the mirror I was me! I mean that's obvious but I could see me when I looked into the mirror and it's not that I'm a girl it's just maybe I'm not a boy either?

Honestly I didn't want to take the time to figure it out right now I just knew I was happy last time I'd felt this happy Linsey had let me try on her prom dress just for kicks I wondered what Linsey would think of me now all dolled up and pretty but Lindsey had gone on tour with her band and wouldn't be back for several weeks she had been staying in the guest room of our house because her mother kicked her out for getting suspended again in her last year of school actually I think most of her stuff was still in our guest room including her cloths she hadn't taken on tour........she had said I could use her stuff as long as I didn't hurt anything? Does that carry over to wearing her cloths..? I really probably should ask first I pulled my phone out of my pocket again to text her " hey uhh really weird question can I wear the skirts you left here?" I paused before hitting send Lindsey was really open but was she this open? I clicked send before I could talk myself out of it and then panicked I figured I could kill time but tidying up my room I stuffed my boxs and pain back under the bed and put my stolen makeup in my dresser drawer I felt my phone buzz in my pocket and prayed Lindsey wasn't about to freak on me I opened my phone and read her reply " of course? Just stick to the girly shit I don't really wear thanks " Linsey was an angel in my head at that moment

"Thank you so so much :)" I sent back my reply and ran off to the guest room to search Lindsey's closet most of her stuff was weirdly goth but there was one thing her ex had bought her I knew would be in the back of the closet and there it was the light pink skirt that her ex gave her right before they broke up because he wanted to be with someone "less creepy" I loved it I held it up to myself and giggle at the way the pink fabric fell against my legs I ran to bathroom figuring if I was gonna do this I'd better do it right