I'll never do it again

Untitled Part 20

Chapter twenty

Gees p.o.v

Frank and I had walked past the living room on the way out of the house thankfully / no thankfully the boys were to busy making out to notice me we were driving towards the mall and got stuck at a stop light and Frank had reached over to place his hand on my thigh I barely even noticed I felt so safe here in this car with Frank dressed exactly how I wanted to be that I couldn't jump at the touch Nikki wasn't even a thought in my head when he touched me it was amazing well until that moment was Frank okay with the fact that we wasn't my "first time" what if that's why he's okay with not having sex what if he thinks I'm weak for letting Nikki manipulate me into sex. Hey Gee are you okay? Frank asked I'd just realized we were parked in the mall parking lot and he was waiting for me. Oh uh yea sorry I said. Really? He raised an eyebrow on me. You've been weird ever since I touched you on the ride here did it upset you? He asked me quietly he looked slightly upset with himself. No! Well kind of but not like that it's just....I trailed off. What is it gee let me help you Frank said. It's just that well umm I wondered if you were upset that you couldn't well um be my "first time"? Frank looked at me he looked like he was about to start laughing he leaned over to my seat and started kissing me I was a little shocked at first but got my head in the game quickly undoing my seatbelt and twisting so our position wasn't as awkward I couldn't help but marvel at the fact that our lips seemed to fit together perfectly working with each other seamlessly instead of against each other messily Frank pulled out of the kiss and I let out a little whine of disappointment before remembering why we had kissed

He looked at grinning our faces still just inches apart and said. See that wasn't like with Nikki's at all that was your first time with a good kisser for one thing he giggled

And for two he he said and leaned a little bit closer so we were almost touching and placed his hand on my cheek gently moving his thumb down my cheek in a strangely comforting way. My job was never to be your first anything it was to Make every other person irrelevant because I love you more then anyone else in the world and with that he leaned in to kiss me again this time gentler the kiss saying I love instead of I want you I would've been content making out in his car for the rest of the night but the mall closed in an hour and Frank pulled away from me to open his door before quickly running around to the other side and opening mine for me