Chapter sixteen
Gees p.o.v
I grabbed a safety razor from the top of our bathroom cabinet this time to use it for its intended purpose after reading the instructions on the box I figure it couldn't be that hard fast forward twenty minutes and I had two clean shaven legs and six nicks on my right ankle because shaving your legs is harder then it looks I didn't care all that much at the moment though I put the skirt on and looked in the mirror there I was it was me for real this time a cute feminine person in a pink Bowie shirt and a pink skirt and Great makeup I I laughed and pretty much skipped down the hallway back to my room
Shutting the door behind me again I disconnected my phone from the blue tooth and plugged my earbuds in setting my music to shuffle again and flopping down unto my bed and realized something as under pressure started playing and a grin spread across my face for the first time in forever I was happy genuinely happy and comfortable in my own skin and hungry damn! I was hungry and for once I was stronger then the stupid little voices in my head I bounded down the stairs to the kitchen grabbing three cookies and left over cake from the fridge because if I was gonna eat I'm gonna eat things that taste good I could really go for Starbucks right now but I didn't have a car so I was stuck with cake and cookies for now I skipped back to my room shutting the door again and laying on my bed I was so happy I thought I could die right there but I couldn't because I had cookies to eat and cake and when I finished it my stomach was actually comfortably full for the first time in a few weeks I was happy and full and comfortable and before I knew it I was asleep
Frank's p.o.v
Bye mom! I love you I yelled out the Back door she'd been home for a few hours but she was a nurse and there was an emergency at the hospital so she had to leave again I stopped waving and shut the door I sighed turning the tv on and started flipping through channels Nothing good was on until I flipped to a channel playing a Star Wars marathon and that started me thinking about gee I wondered what he was doing right now ?
I pulled my phone out of my pocket and texted him " hey baby I'm really bored I'm thinking about coming back to your house is that okay?" I sent it and then decided that I was coming over no matter the answer because my house was empty and quiet and as much as I tried to keep up my tough punk image I'd watched too many horrors movie in my life to be comfortable in a large empty house when it was getting towards evening
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I'll never do it again
FanficA story between two teenage boys both fucked in the head both figuring they'd be better off dead and neither believing the other is as fucked up as they believe :! Trigger warnings! Self harm, suicide , eating disorders, and possible mentions of...