I'll never do it again

Untitled Part 10

Chapter ten

Gees p.o.v

What a massive failure I am I bet Frankie thinks I'm a weak cry baby now Nikki ruined me I sighed to myself pulling my pants back on and wondering where Frankie had gotten off to

Frank's p.o.v

I walked to the bathroom quickly I hoped gee wasn't too broken up over this I loved him and I knew I shouldn't have jumped into it I sighed i finished what I came into the bathroom do to hint hint it took care of the massive "problem " gee managed to give me and then I walked to the living room grabbing a huge blanket and a Star Wars movie and walked back to the bedroom I'd only been gone for ten minutes so gee was still sitting on the bed head in his hands. gee baby? I sat down next to him gee? He moved forward quickly hugging me Frank I'm so sorry he cried. No no baby it's okay really I love you it's okay I kissed the top of his head look what I brought I said trying to cheer him up I wrapped the blanket around both of us and handed him the movie

Do you wanna watch a movie and cuddle? I asked already knowing the answer

He nodded and got up to put the movie into the d.v.d player but as soon as he stood he sank down to the floor I jumped up and ran to him gee?! Are you Okay?!

Mhmm immm fineeee Frank he mumbled just a little light headed I need water

Gee?! Did you even eat today? Stay here I said picking him up and laying him on the bed I ran off to the kitchen and grabbed a soda and a bag of chips and ran back to gee he was still laying on the bed he was shivering even though it was the middle of summer gee? You need to eat I said sitting next to him and pulling the blanket over him no Frankie I need to lose weight he said slurring his words slightly gee! You're killing yourself! I yelled is that all that bad Frankie he said looking up at me with tears in his eyes oh gee I said looking down at him he was older then me but still he was so broken and small I wrapped my arms around him and I couldn't help the tears that slipped from my eyes I held him tightly and kissed the top of his head as he cried with his head on my chest Frankie? he asked what baby? I said trying to stop crying for him I knew he'd feel awfull if he saw the tears. Make it stop he said

Make what stop? I asked him quietly. the voices the urges the pain everything Frankie make it go way he cried. how ?I asked tell me how and I'll do it I will I said

Hold me Frankie just don't let go and I didn't I pulled my phone out of my pocket and texted Mikey and my mother "gee is staying at my place tonight watching Star Wars 👍" and he fell asleep in my arms