Chapter five
Gerard's p.o.v
Frank was staring at his shoes now and while they were pretty fucking awesome converse I don't think he was quite that interested in them. I had caught Frank I-fucking-ero staring at me! Why? Why would he be staring at me ? Was he actually interested in me ? No wait Frank was straight Frank had jamia I was nothing compared to her I was just a Whiney teenage Boy with no life and nothing to live for besides Jamia was a ton skinnier then me if Frank had her he wouldn't want me I mean if I had Jamia I wo- well I would probably still want Frank but Jamia pretty damn hot too wtf is my sexuality?
Frank was leading me into his bedroom...is it just me or did that sound dirty?
It's just me sorry I sat down on Frank's bed and frank picked up his beat up guitar from the chair in the corner and started playing staring out the window. Wow! Gee come see this! He said as if he couldn't believe what he was seeing I ran over to the window and looked out straight into petes bedroom window where he and Mikey were "studying" or possible eating each other. Yea that's right my little brother was making out with Pete wentz and I was staring at them with my mouth hanging wide open I grabbed my phone out of my jacket no not to take pictures I'm not that mean merely to stand a text I wrote out "wow I sure hope you brought protection princess lmao" send I returned to looking out the window not wanting to miss the moment he read the text and regretted it almost immediately Pete was taking Mikeys shirt off and I was
Feeling sick oh god no I really hope he brought protection I thought. Frank!! Shut the curtains I don't want to see that he's my little brother I said mildly horrified at what was unfolding in the house next door. Alright he laughed wow I guess that defeats the whole "I'm not gay " thing he said. Actually he still might not be gay bi and pan are also things I said hoping my irritation wasn't showing through. Oh yea I guess thats true he said huh I wonder if I'm actually straight he said completely casually. Red alert ! Panic now Frank iero is questioning his sexuality and I'm right here!!! Don't say anything stupid be funny don't flirt I thought and said the first thing that can to mind.
Well I'm not I laughed. Frank was staring at me. wrong thing to say he hates me now
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Fiksi PenggemarA story between two teenage boys both fucked in the head both figuring they'd be better off dead and neither believing the other is as fucked up as they believe :! Trigger warnings! Self harm, suicide , eating disorders, and possible mentions of...
