Not Your Fault
By: Silverfeather
Just imagine yourself sitting in a circle of people all spitting insults at you
The same thing going through head. It's not my fault. It's not my fault.
Many people will pass by but none with stand up for you as you look pleadingly at them anyone for help,
No one will come to your aid,
You know why?
They all have a fear,
Want to know what that fear is?
It's being picked on as well like just touching you will cause people to bully them like it's some kind of sickness that could kill... and you carry it.
Slow you spiral into a never ending loop and eventually you lose all feeling like it doesn't matter anymore like..... You don't matter anymore.
But let me tell you just pick yourself up and try over and over until you make those people leave you alone,
They're most likely picking on you 'cause they want to feeling like they're in control of something,
Something they lack in their everyday life sept for when their bullying you,
Finally it becomes to much and you're ready to end it all when you get an unexpected visit from,
Love.
For the first time in longer than you can remember someone came over to you and helped you up,
You're so puzzled.
Why they'd do that?
You even think it's an act to make you trust them just so they can tear you down,
But that is not true they just care and want to help you,
They may be in love with you,
Tears, scars, fears, insecurities and all,
And then after a long time of feeling nothing you feel it again,
Love.
