Unmistakable Life
By: Silverfeather
They were so many peoples leftovers,
They've been sliced, stabbed, exploited, damaged and bruised beyond recognition,
By them as well as many others.
They used to be a bubbly little child loved life,
Thought they were on top of the world.
But that all changed with. six. little. words,
With those six little words they went from happy to locked in their room crying,
Screaming over and over and over in their head,
Why?
Why didn't I stay with them?
They were being slowly beaten down,
9 months later in an out of therapy every week,
Cutting everyday,
Bleeding everyday,
Crying everyday,
Contemplating death everyday.
When they met they next person they thought,
This is it.
But were dead wrong,
Touch after touch,
Good touch,
Bad touch,
Word after word,
Good words,
Bad words,
Good pain,
Bad pain.
In an out,
In an out,
In an out.
Relationship after relationship,
Some friendships,
Some romantic relationships,
Other on the bridge of romantic and sexual,
The psychological wounds far from healed.
Cutting,
Starving,
Throwing up,
Burning,
Drinking,
Anything or everything to get their mind off Everything going wrong in their life.
Nothing helping,
Nothing at all helping enough to be enough.
This is an unmistakable life.
