ship of love

Ship of love chapter 15

As I approached the door, the person heard us approaching they turned around and I was shocked to see who it was.
"Jason what are you doing here?" I asked in a calm voice. My heart was another story it was beating erratically. Jason just stood there looking at me, it's as though he was trying to memorize every feature of my face.
"Jason? Jason" I called again but he just stood there. I did the only thing I could think of. I bitch slapped him. Guess what? It worked. He rubbed his face.
"What the hell was that for?" he roared. I laughed at his little outburst.
"I called your names a few times but you didn't answer me, so I did the only logical thing I thought of" I said with a shrug.
"Which was slapping me across the face? You couldn't just um I don't know snap your fingers,clap your hands, hell you could have even pushed me. Those would have worked"
I stood there pretending to think about it. "No I think the bitch slap was fine and fun too." I said with a giggle. He was going to say something else but one of the twins started crying. Jason's head snapped towards them as if he just realized they were there.
"Would you please move out of the way so I can open the door"
He moved out of the way without taking his eyes off of the twins. I took my keys out of my bag and opened the door. I walked inside my apartment leaving the door open so Jason can come in. I picked up Jackson as he continued to cry. I made him a bottle real quick and sat down on the couch and fed him. I turned my head towards the door and seen Jason still standing out in the hall staring at me and jackson.
"You can come in Jason, don't worry we don't bite that's not our thing. We just bitch slap." I said jokingly. He walked into the apartment as if he was in a trance and shut the door behind him and walked over to us. He looked down at Jackson and Jackson stared right back.
"He looks just like you " he whispered

Jason's POV

I watched as Arya fed he baby, she was a natural at it. Jesus she was still beautiful, even more so then she was a year ago. She had her hair in a ponytail and was wearing a dark blue spaghetti sundress that stopped above her knees, with white heeled sandals. She's also more tanned then she was before. She looks like a goddess. I walked closer to them and stared down at the boy.
"He looks just like you" I whispered afraid I might startle or frighten the baby if I talked loud. He had her hair,eyes,and dimples. He was a handsome baby. She just nodded her head.
"What are you doing here Jason?" she asked looking at me with curious eyes.
"I tried calling you but you never answered any of my calls"
"So you came down here why I wasn't answering any of your phone calls?" she asked
"No ,yes, I mean I came down here to see you and apologize for what I said"
"What exactly are you sorry for?" she asked looking right at me.
"You know what for?"I said
"Yes I do but I want to hear you say it" she said in an icy tone. I felt the chills run down my back.
I sighed knowing this wasn't going to be easy.
"I'm sorry for yelling at you and for calling you a liar, and assuming the kid wasn't mine" I said
"You mean you're sorry for calling me a slut" she said bluntly.
"I never called you a slut Arya"
"But it was implied" she answered back
"Look, I said I was sorry. Can we get passed it please?" I asked frustrated.
She got up and walked away from me and into another room, which I'm assuming was the bedroom. She came back out a minute later and walked back towards the stroller. I thought she was taking the bags out of the stroller but to my surprise she took another baby out of the stroller.
"What the fuck? Twins! You had twins?" I asked shocked
"No genius. Jackson is a baby magician that teleports from one place to another" she said sarcastically. I looked at the other baby. He looked like Arya also but he had my eyes and as I looked closer he also had my nose,mouth,and chin. I knew right then and there these boys were mine. My heart sped up a bit faster out of shock.
"May I carry him?" I asked her
She nodded her head and handed him over to me. I held him tight afraid I might drop him. I stared down at this little angel in awe. He gave me a smile showing his dimples and I smiled back. I could feel my eyes watering. I couldn't believe it, I was holding my son. I actually have a son. No I have two sons. I cleared my throat and asked Arya.
"What are their names?"
She didn't answer me, I turned towards her and seen she was crying.
"Their names are Jackson and Avery. The one your holding is Avery." she said
'Im sorry! I'm so sorry Avery for not being there for you and your brother from the beginning. I'll never forgive myself for that, but from this day forward I'll never leave you guys again" I said my voice breaking in the end and letting the tears flow freely not ashamed or embarrassed of them.
Avery let out a cry and I panicked a bit thinking I must of hurt him somehow.
Arya came back and took him from me. She sat back down and started feeding him. I wiped my eyes and sat next to her.
"I'm sorry Arya, I apologize from the bottom of my heart for not being there for you and the boys can you please forgive me and give us a chance."I asked
"Listen Jason I accept your apology because the boys need a father in their lives, but us is not going to happen unless you can get me to trust you again. You hurt me Jason I'm not going to lie. You know that saying ' sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me?' well that's bullshit because verbal hurts more then physical abuse. Bruises leave after a while but the harsh words that were said will always be there" she said
My face fell after she said we couldn't be a couple. There's one thing Arya didn't know about me and that was i always fight for what I want. And what I want is Arya and our kids.

A/N
I hope you enjoyed this chapter.