ship of love

Ship of love chapter 10

Jason's POV

Arya turned to me and said "You are such an ass Jason, you know that right?"
"Listen Arya we both knew from the start what this was, sex without any strings attatched . We were both using each other to let off some steam" she shook her head at me and said
"So all those talks we had at night and during our dates, and us sharing our feelings meant nothing to you? I'm not trying to sound like a clingy girlfriend or anything but I thought you were different" she said in a wobbly voice. Her watery eyes pulled at my heart strings but I didn't let it show.
"I guess I'm like any man out there, only thinking with his balls" I shrugged acting as if I didn't care. She shook her head and laughed.
"And to think I came looking for you, so I can say that I seriously liked you and hoped we can continue what we had going on. You know become girlfriend and boyfriend and see where this takes us." she moved closer to me but I didn't move.
"I'm so glad that I found out who you really are before I made another mistake in my life. You are an arrogant, selfish son of a bitch who only thinks of his own feelings and no one else's."
"Come on Arya let's not make a big deal out of a small situation" I said
"I'm not making a big deal ass face! I'm telling you how the situation really is. You need to let what Jessica did to you go Jason. Not everybody is like her. You have to learn to trust again or no one is going to love you" I opened my mouth to say something but she held up her hand stopping me from talking. "I don't want to hear anymore bullshit coming out of your mouth Jason, but I wanted to say thank you" I looked at her confused "For what?" I asked
"For helping me forget about Liam and what he did to me" she said. She moved around me and kissed both my friends cheeks and said "I heard what you said about me just now and I appreciate it. If only your friend was more like you two" they just nodded and said "You're welcome"
She then turned towards me and let the tears fall showing how much pain I caused her and walked away from me. I felt as though my heart was breaking but it was better this way. I couldn't let her get too close and end up breaking me in the end. My friends stepped in front of me and said. "You are the dumbest son of a bitch I have ever seen" said Mike. Mark just nodded and they both walked away from me. I was left standing all alone and I probably deserved it.

Arya's POV

After I left Jason I went straight to my room and started crying. I couldn't believe he was the same guy I spent the last couple of days with. Emily came in just then and saw me crying. She came over and said "What happened Hun?" why are you crying?"
"Jason said what we had meant nothing to him and all I was to him was a quick lay"
"He actually said that?" screamed Emily. I nodded my head
"Yes word for word" Emily got up and said "I'm going to kick his ass, I'm going to put my foot so far up his ass that he's going to be shitting stilettos" I pulled her down next to me and said
"Please Emily just forget about it. I just want to go home and move on with my life. I don't want to cry over men anymore Emily. They're so not worth it." I said getting up and started packing my things getting ready to leave the ship. Emily came up to me and hugged me and I hugged her back no words needed to be said between us. We stepped away from each other and smiled, that smile spoke a million words but she spoke the most important words that I wanted to hear which was " everything will be alright"
An hour later the ship docked and we walked out of our room towards the exit as did everyone else on here. Em and I finally got off of the ship and we seen both our moms waiting for us by the parking lot. They ran towards us squealing once they seen us. We rolled our eyes and just squealed right back and hugged each other.
"Oh honey I missed you so much" said my mother
"I missed you too mom" she pulled back and kissed my cheek.
"I hope you had fun sweetheart, you deserved it"
"I did mom, this is one trip I won't be forgetting anytime soon" I said
"Did my baby meet somebody on this cruise?"she asked excited and that's when I seen Jason standing off to the side of us looking right at me.
"I actually did meet someone mom but it didn't mean anything. It was just all fun, he wasn't anybody important" I told her while staring at Jason letting him know the words were meant for him. Then he turned and walked away but not before seeing the pain in his eyes knowing my words hurt him. All I could say is good! Let him know how much words can wound a persons heart.
I took my moms hand and started walking toward our car while she was catching me up on what's been happening since I've been gone.